I've just written a poem in the form of a letter to Sylvia Plath. I'm actually thinking of writing a series of letters and having them published as a book or something. I'll post the poem later. Tell me what you think of the idea.

of all the places I burned on my body, I had to burn my shins. I fell asleep on a raft in my mom's pool waiting for her to come home and got a sun burn on my shins. She came home and aparently Days of our Lives is more important than spending time with me so in the 5 hours I was there she spent all of 3 and a half seconds with me. That was loads of ( Read more... )

Well, I just had my first lesson in driving a standard and it's interesting. I don't think I will ever be driving a standard. I'd like to know how but I'll never own one unless I learn how to drive one and really like it which is doubtful ( Read more... )

I'm still looking for a job but no place I've applied has called me back yet. I've applied at Walmart, the Dollar Tree in East Greebush, The YMCA, some kiosk at XGates, and a whole bunch of other places. I don't want to wait tables or anything like that because I'm bad with people. I need a job that's kinda out of the way or something I'm ( Read more... )

Shed some light on my situation but it only makes it blurry and it’s been so long since anyone’s said they care so I live recklessly and carelessly play Russian roulette oh so carefully. I’ll drive my car off a cliff but its all ok because I’ll live on through the memories of bullshit days and candlelit nights burning wax on my fingers feels ( Read more... )

I was at this party yesterday and this guy got up and did a devotion about joy. Everything was pretty much ok until he said this: "People who don't have joy are the people who kill themselves". I guess if you've never thought about killing yourself you can say this but I know that I had joy in atleast a few things when I wanted to kill myself, and ( Read more... )

OMG, so much fun tonight at the show. I ended up seeing like 3 kids from my church, one of them smoking, and Jacob Kriss, a kid from highschool. I asked him about the thing about the Jr/Sr banquet Flo and he said he didn't know and he gave me that innocent look. It was good times. I love that kid. Streetlight Manifesto was kickass... and there were ( Read more... )

there are a lot of people in this world who, by owning computers, give lots of tech support people like me massive headaches.

I'm so lonely... I don't know what I'm lonely for whether it be a man or just a friend. I really have no idea, I'm just lonely.

So this new truck we bought from this redneck dude is great. My dad tried to put a cd in the cd player and he found another CD in there and concluded it must have belonged to the guy who sold it to us. Guess what the CD was.... Ready To Die by Notorious BIG. I just found that funny.