Once again, I'm left wondering whether everyone would be better off without me.

So the hour I was gonna play Guitar Hero before work turned into an hour of cleaning out my LiveJournal.

Christmas sucked, New Year's is shaping up to be even worse. I wanted to go to TGA on Saturday, as it's my one day off, but no one seems to be able to or wants to go. Real cool.

And now work. Perhaps I'll make an actual update later.

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I told Gen that I wouldn't put this here. I told her that the publicity of LiveJournal isn't what I needed, for more people just saying "lol you're wrong." But y'know what, I don't give a shit. I don't tell my friends enough. I thought about it, and just how much do they know about me, and why my moods are so volatile, and why I'm usually in a ( Read more... )

Dear god......Denny's tonight. I was waiting for Nobu and Steve Smith's Sister (SSS), and some christian guy came walking out and handed me a brochure, and left. Nobu comes in, and I was like 'dude, you should have been here like, 2 minutes earlier for the Jehova's witness.' Then, as if his mighty Jesus sense was tingling, he rushes back in and ( Read more... )

So I figure what the fuck, I might as well let my friends who may not know me well know a little bit more about me.

Growing up, I had a pretty average childhood, though I was spoiled just a little bit. I was horribly overweight when I was young, and did NOT have much the same interests as the other kids, so obviously I was the kid to pick on. As ( Read more... )

So, to those that were confused ( Read more... )

Um....I don't really know where to start ( Read more... )

This weekend was.....yea. Great ( Read more... )

This is hitting me so much harder than I had imagined...I don't think I can go to the funeral on Monday. I don't think I can emotionally handle seeing him buried...I still can't believe he's really gone. Even though I knew the dementia was getting steadily worse, I never thought it would eventually end. Ignorance is bliss as they say. I thought ( Read more... )