wow, okay so i havnt posted since july.. thats what, coming up on 6 months lol.. i alwyas forget, well this wont be a real post, the one following it will
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God, the fact that you get who i am one the money is totaly intense. Its also very sad that i dont take offense to anything that you just said, becuase im fully aware that it is completly true. Its like i see myself hurting someone, and i dont know how to stop it becuase im hurt myself. The funny thing is that i will put up with someone, and defend them and still be crazy about them, and then they do somthing to cross the line and suddenly im so angry at them, and i can see exactly how much they were using me when i didnt want to see it before. What i ned to do is stop befriending the kink of people that i know are going to hurt me. In some ways im an excelent judge of character, yet i still choose to surround myself with the worng people. The good news is that i dont speek with either of the chelsea's anymore, or savana, jolene, crystal L, or Brianna.. they were bad people, and it just took me time to push them away i guess.
I guess, like u, Im an excellent judge of character. I tried to tell you a lot of that back when we were together, but u didnt really want to hear it back then.
I do exactly the same thing tho, I always seem to be friends with the people who i know are the worst for me. And they always bring me down, and hurt me, but I always stick with them because I just cant let go. Im glad to hear that you've broken connections with so many of the unhealthy people in your life. Ive been trying to do the same...like with sarah and such. So...go us? Haha
yeah i guess so.. im trying to fix my life, but the one person that i want.. wlel i dont stand a chane, so i guess maybe i just chose to be friends with people who arnt right for me, cuase i have no expectations
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The funny thing is that i will put up with someone, and defend them and still be crazy about them, and then they do somthing to cross the line and suddenly im so angry at them, and i can see exactly how much they were using me when i didnt want to see it before.
What i ned to do is stop befriending the kink of people that i know are going to hurt me. In some ways im an excelent judge of character, yet i still choose to surround myself with the worng people.
The good news is that i dont speek with either of the chelsea's anymore, or savana, jolene, crystal L, or Brianna.. they were bad people, and it just took me time to push them away i guess.
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I do exactly the same thing tho, I always seem to be friends with the people who i know are the worst for me. And they always bring me down, and hurt me, but I always stick with them because I just cant let go. Im glad to hear that you've broken connections with so many of the unhealthy people in your life. Ive been trying to do the same...like with sarah and such. So...go us? Haha
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