Fantasies Come True (3/3)
Title: Fantasies Come True (3/3)
Pairing: Kendall/Logan, James/Carlos
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush or the characters.
Summary: Kendall has been distant towards Logan, not unnoticed by James and Carlos who aim to help the situation.
Part One
Part Two
A tense filled week followed Kendall’s realization of his feelings and it wasn’t going unnoticed. James and Carlos, while happy about their blooming relationship, noticed that Kendall had begun avoiding Logan at all costs. He stood farthest away from Logan during rehearsals. He barely made eye contact whenever Logan spoke to him. He even started sleeping on the couch in the living room instead of their shared bedroom. And Logan, well, he just didn’t take the hints that Kendall was apparently not too pleased with him. Logan was acting like a lovesick puppy around Kendall, without noticing that the other boy was not reciprocating these feelings.
After a thankfully short rehearsal, the boys headed off back to the Palm Woods. Kendall stormed off back to the apartment, where he would shut himself in his bedroom until dinner. Logan went to go relieve Jo from helping Camille with her acting. As for James and Carlos, they sat in the living room and did something that was rare for them. They had a serious conversation about their friends.
“I can’t stand this anymore. Something is up with Kendall and it involves Logan. What could it be?” Carlos whispered, knowing Kendall wasn’t far away.
James rolled his eyes at the naivety of Carlos and snickered. “Doesn’t this seem familiar, this situation?”
“No.”
“Come on, really? Logan’s in love with Kendall and Kendall’s scared because he might feel the same way.”
Carlos stared dumbfounded at James. “Since when do you notice other peoples’ emotions?”
“Since Logan’s been walking around here with the same goofy expression that you did before we started dating. Though I always thought that Logan would be more subtle with his feelings than you were. And it’s obvious he doesn’t realize that Kendall isn’t responding to him, so they didn’t have a fight. He’s fighting his feelings, like I did.”
“Seriously, who are you and what happened to the James I know?”
“I can be smart. Sometimes.”
“Whatever. But did you really fight your feelings for me? I never noticed it.”
James laughed and knocked on Carlos’s helmet. “That’s because you were blinded by love. That and the fact that I only lasted two days before I caved. Kendall’s different. He’s stubborn and if we don’t intervene, this freeze out could last months before Kendall admits he actually has feelings for Logan.”
Carlos nodded his head. “You’re talking plan. That’s the James I know.”
“Now, here’s what we do….”
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Logan arrived back at the apartment, face red from being slapped in the face multiple times at the hand of Camille, most of which were acting exercises. He noticed James and Carlos cuddled together on the couch, watching some cartoon on TV. He looked at the scene with a small frown on his face, wishing that it could be him and Kendall.
He approached the couple and cleared his throat. “Hey guys. Remind me never to help Camille again with her acting, will you?”
“Why do you lead her on? You don’t like her like that and you end up getting slapped more because of it.” James said, trying to hold back his laughter.
“I do not! She’s the one that reads too much into it.” Logan grew quiet, then looked towards his bedroom. “Has he come out at all?” he said, a sad look appearing on his face.
Carlos shook his head. “Hasn’t even made a peep.” With a devilish grin, he added, “Do you want to go down the pool? Get your mind off things?”
Logan solemnly nodded his head. “Let me just grab my sunglasses from my room.” Logan paused before heading off to the bedroom. He opened the door to find Kendall moping on his bed, headphones on, but no music playing. He gave a nod in Kendall’s direction that went unnoticed. Also gone unnoticed was the door shutting and being locked, along with the whispers of James and Carlos. He quickly grabbed his sunglasses and made his way back to the living room, but was stopped when the door wouldn’t open. He pulled at the door, tugging at the door knob until he fell backwards onto the floor. Kendall looked over from his position on the bed, giving Logan a confused look.
Logan sat half way up. “The door won’t open,” he said, trying to make some sort of eye contact with Kendall.
Kendall rolled his eyes and silently went to the door to open it, discovering that he could not open the door either. Logan stood back up and began to bang on the door shouting, “James! Carlos! Help! The door locked us in!”
Carlos replied to the outcry. “We know. We locked the door.”
James chimed in. “Whatever you two are going through, you have to work it out. Now. And we aren’t letting you out until you resolve your issues or kill each other.”
Logan turned around, letting out a huge sigh. He wasn’t an idiot. He knew Kendall had been avoiding him, but he didn’t really care. Forget all of his feelings, he just wanted his best friend back. He looked up at Kendall, who was staring at him with a bizarre expression. He turned his head in disgust and headed back to his bed. Logan, feeling assertive, rushed ahead and blocked Kendall’s path. Kendall then spoke to Logan in the first time in a week.
“Get out of my fucking way.”
Logan’s eyes narrowed. His blood boiled. Kendall never talked to him like that before and he sure as hell wasn’t going to let him start now. He pushed Kendall backwards with all the strength he could muster. Kendall met Logan’s eyes in the stumble and a snarl appeared, making Logan feel a bit weak but he knew he had to keep the upper hand.
“Kendall, what the hell is wrong with you? Don’t think I haven’t noticed. What did I do? What did I fucking do? I think I have the right to know,” Logan said angrily.
With Logan’s statement, the snarl broke from Kendall’s face, allowing all of Kendall’s feelings to come flowing out. He met Logan’s eyes with disbelief and began to shakily shout at him. “It’s you! You just standing there staring! Staring like some goddamn puppy who has lost his way! I can’t stand it!”
Logan stepped back, his brave face slipping away. He felt his eyes water, his vision turning misty. “I’m sorry. I’m…I mean…I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t understand. What’s wrong with me?” Logan said, his voice catching in the back of his throat. His tears threatened to fall, but he didn’t want Kendall to see them, so he cast his head downwards.
Kendall released his tension at the sight of Logan. He slowly stepped forward, as not to frighten him more than he already had. “You’re perfect. That’s what’s wrong.”
Logan looked up to see Kendall standing in front of him. “I’m what?” he asked in disbelief.
Kendall placed his hands on Logan’s shoulders, looking the misty-eyed boy with all the feeling he had. “You’re perfect. You make me feel crazy and happy and I never felt that before. I was so cold to you because I didn’t want to admit that I was in love with you. You are the best friend I’ve ever had and I was afraid of ruining our friendship if I admitted to you. It didn’t really help that you’ve been looking like a lovesick puppy at me the entire week. You tried so hard to break me, but I couldn’t because I was scared of what would happen. What happens if we break up? What happens to our dreams? Our friends? But with you, it makes me want to try.”
Logan laughed and all his tears started pouring out, relieved at the outcome of Kendall’s emotion. “As I believe you once told me, a life without risk is a life unlived. And this is a risk I want to take, if you’re willing.”
Kendall nodded, moving his hands to Logan’s cheeks to wipe away the tears. He brought Logan’s face to his and captured Logan’s lips with his own. The kiss was sweet and innocent, yet still had an underlying passion. They hesitated breaking apart, not wanting to lose the taste of the other. They stared at each other with all the emotion they could give. They were in their own little world, where the balanced had been restored.
Who knew dreams were that powerful?
Pairing: Kendall/Logan, James/Carlos
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush or the characters.
Summary: Kendall has been distant towards Logan, not unnoticed by James and Carlos who aim to help the situation.
Part One
Part Two
A tense filled week followed Kendall’s realization of his feelings and it wasn’t going unnoticed. James and Carlos, while happy about their blooming relationship, noticed that Kendall had begun avoiding Logan at all costs. He stood farthest away from Logan during rehearsals. He barely made eye contact whenever Logan spoke to him. He even started sleeping on the couch in the living room instead of their shared bedroom. And Logan, well, he just didn’t take the hints that Kendall was apparently not too pleased with him. Logan was acting like a lovesick puppy around Kendall, without noticing that the other boy was not reciprocating these feelings.
After a thankfully short rehearsal, the boys headed off back to the Palm Woods. Kendall stormed off back to the apartment, where he would shut himself in his bedroom until dinner. Logan went to go relieve Jo from helping Camille with her acting. As for James and Carlos, they sat in the living room and did something that was rare for them. They had a serious conversation about their friends.
“I can’t stand this anymore. Something is up with Kendall and it involves Logan. What could it be?” Carlos whispered, knowing Kendall wasn’t far away.
James rolled his eyes at the naivety of Carlos and snickered. “Doesn’t this seem familiar, this situation?”
“No.”
“Come on, really? Logan’s in love with Kendall and Kendall’s scared because he might feel the same way.”
Carlos stared dumbfounded at James. “Since when do you notice other peoples’ emotions?”
“Since Logan’s been walking around here with the same goofy expression that you did before we started dating. Though I always thought that Logan would be more subtle with his feelings than you were. And it’s obvious he doesn’t realize that Kendall isn’t responding to him, so they didn’t have a fight. He’s fighting his feelings, like I did.”
“Seriously, who are you and what happened to the James I know?”
“I can be smart. Sometimes.”
“Whatever. But did you really fight your feelings for me? I never noticed it.”
James laughed and knocked on Carlos’s helmet. “That’s because you were blinded by love. That and the fact that I only lasted two days before I caved. Kendall’s different. He’s stubborn and if we don’t intervene, this freeze out could last months before Kendall admits he actually has feelings for Logan.”
Carlos nodded his head. “You’re talking plan. That’s the James I know.”
“Now, here’s what we do….”
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Logan arrived back at the apartment, face red from being slapped in the face multiple times at the hand of Camille, most of which were acting exercises. He noticed James and Carlos cuddled together on the couch, watching some cartoon on TV. He looked at the scene with a small frown on his face, wishing that it could be him and Kendall.
He approached the couple and cleared his throat. “Hey guys. Remind me never to help Camille again with her acting, will you?”
“Why do you lead her on? You don’t like her like that and you end up getting slapped more because of it.” James said, trying to hold back his laughter.
“I do not! She’s the one that reads too much into it.” Logan grew quiet, then looked towards his bedroom. “Has he come out at all?” he said, a sad look appearing on his face.
Carlos shook his head. “Hasn’t even made a peep.” With a devilish grin, he added, “Do you want to go down the pool? Get your mind off things?”
Logan solemnly nodded his head. “Let me just grab my sunglasses from my room.” Logan paused before heading off to the bedroom. He opened the door to find Kendall moping on his bed, headphones on, but no music playing. He gave a nod in Kendall’s direction that went unnoticed. Also gone unnoticed was the door shutting and being locked, along with the whispers of James and Carlos. He quickly grabbed his sunglasses and made his way back to the living room, but was stopped when the door wouldn’t open. He pulled at the door, tugging at the door knob until he fell backwards onto the floor. Kendall looked over from his position on the bed, giving Logan a confused look.
Logan sat half way up. “The door won’t open,” he said, trying to make some sort of eye contact with Kendall.
Kendall rolled his eyes and silently went to the door to open it, discovering that he could not open the door either. Logan stood back up and began to bang on the door shouting, “James! Carlos! Help! The door locked us in!”
Carlos replied to the outcry. “We know. We locked the door.”
James chimed in. “Whatever you two are going through, you have to work it out. Now. And we aren’t letting you out until you resolve your issues or kill each other.”
Logan turned around, letting out a huge sigh. He wasn’t an idiot. He knew Kendall had been avoiding him, but he didn’t really care. Forget all of his feelings, he just wanted his best friend back. He looked up at Kendall, who was staring at him with a bizarre expression. He turned his head in disgust and headed back to his bed. Logan, feeling assertive, rushed ahead and blocked Kendall’s path. Kendall then spoke to Logan in the first time in a week.
“Get out of my fucking way.”
Logan’s eyes narrowed. His blood boiled. Kendall never talked to him like that before and he sure as hell wasn’t going to let him start now. He pushed Kendall backwards with all the strength he could muster. Kendall met Logan’s eyes in the stumble and a snarl appeared, making Logan feel a bit weak but he knew he had to keep the upper hand.
“Kendall, what the hell is wrong with you? Don’t think I haven’t noticed. What did I do? What did I fucking do? I think I have the right to know,” Logan said angrily.
With Logan’s statement, the snarl broke from Kendall’s face, allowing all of Kendall’s feelings to come flowing out. He met Logan’s eyes with disbelief and began to shakily shout at him. “It’s you! You just standing there staring! Staring like some goddamn puppy who has lost his way! I can’t stand it!”
Logan stepped back, his brave face slipping away. He felt his eyes water, his vision turning misty. “I’m sorry. I’m…I mean…I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t understand. What’s wrong with me?” Logan said, his voice catching in the back of his throat. His tears threatened to fall, but he didn’t want Kendall to see them, so he cast his head downwards.
Kendall released his tension at the sight of Logan. He slowly stepped forward, as not to frighten him more than he already had. “You’re perfect. That’s what’s wrong.”
Logan looked up to see Kendall standing in front of him. “I’m what?” he asked in disbelief.
Kendall placed his hands on Logan’s shoulders, looking the misty-eyed boy with all the feeling he had. “You’re perfect. You make me feel crazy and happy and I never felt that before. I was so cold to you because I didn’t want to admit that I was in love with you. You are the best friend I’ve ever had and I was afraid of ruining our friendship if I admitted to you. It didn’t really help that you’ve been looking like a lovesick puppy at me the entire week. You tried so hard to break me, but I couldn’t because I was scared of what would happen. What happens if we break up? What happens to our dreams? Our friends? But with you, it makes me want to try.”
Logan laughed and all his tears started pouring out, relieved at the outcome of Kendall’s emotion. “As I believe you once told me, a life without risk is a life unlived. And this is a risk I want to take, if you’re willing.”
Kendall nodded, moving his hands to Logan’s cheeks to wipe away the tears. He brought Logan’s face to his and captured Logan’s lips with his own. The kiss was sweet and innocent, yet still had an underlying passion. They hesitated breaking apart, not wanting to lose the taste of the other. They stared at each other with all the emotion they could give. They were in their own little world, where the balanced had been restored.
Who knew dreams were that powerful?