i realized something... and i think i finally know how to put it into words.

You realize who your real, true 1st love is when that relationship ends, and your sadder than you ever have been in your whole life and you dont wanna do anything at all but sit and cry and be miserable, you dont wanna see or speak to any other person, expect the person ( Read more... )

okay went to richies around 1 talked for a while then we went to noelle's dance recidial and it was really fun. I saw Jenny and Noelle and they looked very pretty i must say... me and richie is made fun of random girls we saw on stage. and omggg there was the smallest little girls they were like 5 or even younger and they danced around and i wanted ( Read more... )

alright monday biotchotchotch.

i went to adams around 1 and me him and richie chilled we had so much fun dude we just kept making eachother crack up and stuff it was great. they played nutball i laughed then all of a sudden adam threw the damn huge candle they were using at my freaking boob it hurt like crap but i still laughed. i killed richie and ( Read more... )

alright alot to catch up on...

Thursday: umm field day kinda sucked just b/c my homeroom got our asses wooped it was still pretty fun tho my shirt was rad so yeah um then i changed into radical outfit number 2 and just hung out with everyone i had a really good talk with sarah in the hallway about alot of stuff she made me realize like how good i ( Read more... )

It's been awhile, since I could
Hold my head high
It's been awhile since I first saw you
It's been a while since I could stand
On my own two feet again
It's been awhile since I could call you

But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been awhile ( Read more... )

dude today i listened to the best music it was a combined mix of the beatles, nirvana, jimi hendrix, death cab. it was a good day for music haha

nicky is really awesome dude i cant wait to see him on saturday we seem to have alot in common and hes a rad guy.

i cant wait to see him and rex so i can share all my pictures with them and they can share ( Read more... )

dude alot kinda happened today

well rex made me happy haha for example with comments like this: ClubOfChrist: i can fit 1/3 of my phone in to my mouth

there are many more too haha

Anyway today alright i got kicked out of my math class for about the 4th day in a row WHY YOU ASK? b/c i asked how to do a problem haha i DEFINTELY did something wrong ( Read more... )

So i'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly...

I was afraid to be alone
Now im scared thats how id like to be...
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities?

So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand ( Read more... )

Just looking at you and knowing I'm safe from anything in this world because I was with you, and if I died that very second I would of died feeling complete.

that has to mean something...

thoughts i had through out the day:

...let me gallop and leap in my self piety and loneliness.

gallop, dammit gallop i say. i'm so fucking weird haha

i miss tim, i miss travis, i miss rex, i miss adam, i miss jordan.

i miss my friendship with jordan so fucking much sometimes we were so fucking close last year. i was like the only person he would ( Read more... )