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WHAT IF.
face it Harriet.
Just fucking face it already. (I can't)
Stop hiding, (But I'm scared)
stop running. (but I just want to go)
stop it with the shit about looking so dead. (yet I feel so dead inside)
stop this crap about dying.
I'm so sick of this.
But, I promise, from tomorrow onwards,
I WILL BE NORMAL.
no wait let's start now.
No one can be so fucking damn ( Read more... ) -
Precious
I have no more food (Again) awesome. aishhh ( Read more... ) -
Alone
So, Common tests are tomorrow. And I'm gonna fail Amath and Geog (no seriously) not lying anymore. I've been trying to do Amath and Geog for so Freaking damned long and I still can't get it right. amath is so screwed.
:/
I'm a total mess, after Pearlyn's help with that call yesterday I think I can just kill myself right now. I feel so fucking ( Read more... ) -
Maybe I can Talk You Down
Its been falling into place, my life that is. There's many things I wish I could undo, many things I wish I would have said at that perfect time in that perfect place which I missed. I've been taking my life, messing it up. it's always been me. if I just stayed good and be how I am right now. things can only get better, not worse. Only if I could ( Read more... ) -
I love you Baby
And if its quite alright, I need you baby ( Read more... ) -
Just a cigarette gone
you coudn't be that far ( Read more... ) -
PRETTY PRETTY DAY
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY EVERYBODY. :D:D::D
aishhhh. :D sari is veryyyyy warm :P
And I'm super sleepy. HAHAHAHAHAH. :D
I AM SO FREAKING JEALOUS OF JADE OLIVIA. :( She has Tom Felton for her boyfriend. Lucky girl.
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Oh yesterday
Today, was alright. It had its ups and downs. And maybe more ups than downs. :D hahha
I especially liked the last few seconds of the time I was in school. (Before I ran out the gate) ;)
HAHA,
Now I've got this other idea of the word BALANCE. I mean, balance doesn't mean you do halfhalf everything. I mean, we're nothing now. we're just messed up. in ( Read more... ) -
Really?
Crying yourself to sleep knowing that your life is one big freaking goddamned mess doesn't make your sleep any better. Sleep just numbs the pain, a while. And when you wake up, all you really want to do is go back to sleep so that you don't ever need to face that pain again. but there it is, waiting to pounce on you the moment your conscious self ( Read more... )
