so i have just been sitting here and pondering my life. alot of it. i seem to do this about every six months or so. i was talking to my friend at work last night about mistakes. ive made alot. and i say this all the time. especially after these past few months alot has changed and i should have seen it coming right? ive been listening to alot of ( Read more... )

"Hold Me Down"

I found a letter that said:
"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"
You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.
Save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.

I'll have my brother stop by this Saturday to ( Read more... )

its been awhile since ive posted pics so here are alot of them i guess some random nights with friends and pictures of my town which by the way is like a ghost town

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some pics of my new house! hope ya likey!

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FIRSTS ( Read more... )

just about to go to register for college ( Read more... )

so wow soooooo much shit is going down. parents moved been gone for about a month or so. they love the new house. im living on my own. took a loan on and got a new car. a VW cabrio love love love it. its green and it has leather and a sweet stereo already. convertable cus i know you all neeed to see me and my hottness with the top down. me and ( Read more... )

I miss you. I miss you ( Read more... )

thousands of thoughts in seconds.....

"Things Aren't So Beautiful Now (Part 2)"

Seems like years as the telephone rings,
Chokes and gasps at the awful new it brings.
The phone call she's been avoiding,
She knows he's reached the end.

Hooked up to the respirator,
Breathes life into my callus lungs.
My heartbeat's getting fainter,
You know my time has come ( Read more... )

we went to hops before adam and sam left. here is what we did. we ate. drank and were merry. thats right merry.

my sister turned 21. we went to hooters then me and matt chaney went to Diva's again in Northampton it was sooo much fun

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