so i had the best wake up call today ( Read more... )

i cant wait till i start my new job. its going to be so great. i already know im going to love love love it! the guy is so chill. such a hippie! he rolls his own cigerettes too lol as fast as bob and johnny! plus it wont be in the same area as many people go to like at red robin. i dont really want to see people that i know ( Read more... )

i dont understand how you dont know what the meaning of not talking is? cus really you're dumb. if i ever find out that you are talking to him, i swear that is the end of you. i cant stand feeling like this and shouldnt have to. get over yourself ( Read more... )

why is there never any words that can describe how i feel? you never understand anyways. i think i might be slipping. slipping back into old habits. i need a cry for help. this is the best i can do. its probably not what anyone is thinking about. i thought i was totally over this. i hate this ( Read more... )

i hate you. why the fuck, do you keep making me think this shit! ITS OVER! get over it high school is over. there is no more u and him! i dont understand why i should have to keep thinking this way. this time im putting my foot down. for good ( Read more... )

well, its been along time since i updated. alot has heppened but then again nothing has happened. got back form pa had to work like crazy. my car is doign great. had to fix it so that took money and emissions and shit. tags were alot to so for a few days i didnt have money! been with matty alot well i mean when am i not. rented movies. hung out ( Read more... )

well i went to pa on thurs morning saw some houses, got my car, saw my uncles, my cousin came back from cali from the marines, hes shipping out in like 15 days for Okinawa where i used to live in japan!! weird... got stuck in pa cus of the snow that sucked. didnt work on sat and i really needed the money. played soem games, drove sprint cars, laser ( Read more... )

01. Who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JEREMY!!!!!!!!

im going to pa for two days to go get my car im excited! lets hope the snow stays away long enough for me to get back! matty has to work hard all week so i have not been able to see him as much but i am tonight! i have to work 4-9 and in a few hours i have to go register my car! what fun. well, im to go finish ( Read more... )

well, i havent updated in awhile ive been super busy with work. being with matty, hanging with the crew and such. work is making me so sick. going there all day everyday is killing me. and i dont think that my boss understands. i had to leave work early today because i started to puke. and its like they get pissed when we need to leave cus we are ( Read more... )