lately i'm coming to realize the dissatisfaction i have with life right now. there's just something i either have too much or not enough of, and i have no idea what it is. i just want to have fun, and no strings attached, and just be happy and not have to worry. fuck morals. well, you know. for the most part. whateverrr. i feel like i don't know
i can't wait for it to get warmer, and to chill at parks and run around outside and not wear my giant coat, drive with my windows down, go places
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too much homework for my own good. i saw sweeney todd today, thought it'd be better. i've had the same song stuck in my head for the past few days. i want another cigarette, although i just had one. so, so tired. pretty sure a guy named aiden flirted with me today, haha. also, ran into kevin tracy (!!!). well, minesweeper here i come.
it's funny how you can find yourself in these huge circles in life. you think you are going somewhere and then you just realize that you're in the exact same spot you were when you first started off. i mean, sure, you accomplish some things along the way, but when it really comes down to it and you're alone and you start to think about everything,
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i really wish i kept up with writing in this. i am honestly going to start trying to. ps. this is a huge picture entry. i finally got them, and myself, online and on this. whew.