i fell asleep in my clothes last night. i don't know what was going on with me but i had the most horrible dreams ever. i woke up crying and sweating and i feel like i have nobody ( Read more... )

who the fuck decided that this is my life.....i want out. now. ::SCREAMS::

my tests today went okay. i went to health and took that one, came home and studied for dance. my avocado sushi today was totally under-par. peter warned me AFTER he made it that the avocado might be a little hard, but JESUS! while crunching a few pieces of that, i sat outside and got some sun. thank god for this weather. 88 degrees today and IM ( Read more... )

i feel like im about to cry and i cannot figure out whats causing it.....

the interviews did NOT go well. the tour guide one i was SOOOOO nervous and nothing i said made sense. the campus rec one involved rachel mcnally, my ex-friend interviewing me about things like "tell me about yourself" and "what are your 3 strengths and 3 weaknesses". how do you answer things like that? god it was so awkward. i bet i totally didnt ( Read more... )

i have 2 interviews tomorrow for on campus jobs ( Read more... )

diet starts tomorrow...i swear this time.

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beach was SO much fun. gorgeous weather, great food, lots of laughs. i left on thursday for ben's and we all drove down friday to the condo. ben and i got to share a room, and ALMOST scored the queen bed but it never worked out. we went to the beach on saturday and sunday. everyone got sunburned, luckily i was already tan so it didnt make too big ( Read more... )

i feel like im going to puke. i cannot stop eating!! i don't know what it is. i just ate about half a box of cheese-its. how gross is that? i know what youre thinking, and im not trying to just not eat, but there is such a thing as self-control!! maybe it's just stress or boredom or both ( Read more... )