i want a makeover. i want the supermodel kit from victoria's secret, a chunky haircut, and hot clothes for my un-hot body.

i'm really bored. im really burning out of studying. you can only study so much for exams i guess. i wish i had somebody to hang out with tonight. namely a certain boyfriend, but really anybody will do. maybe i will watch insane amounts of tv tonight to get my brain completely mushy and not think about all the things i have to do before i leave for ( Read more... )

( urgent winter weather message )

might be fun, cmon, do it guys ( Read more... )

well friends, its exam time again which means its time for another ice storm!!! good grief, i miss florida!

( survey )

all the work is over. 4 classes and 4 finals to go until christmas break...the end is near my friends, the end is near! i probly should go to the gym every day before january, hawaii is coming up. cant be a fatass in a bikini, nobody wants to see that!

i havent really been in a el-jay mood lately either. i guess ill just update to say that i had a WONDERFUL thanksgiving at ben's house. i bonded with his family a little bit, and even more with ben. we didnt do a whole lot, just eat and play mario sunshine haha. we are qdoba addicts and it is funny. i think my cholesterol is probably back up to 214 ( Read more... )

i feel very lonely and nobody comments on my journal anymore(except erin) or ims me. just because i'm not coming home for thanksgiving you can still be my friend and keep up with my life.

something's gotta give. i cant handle all of this by myself. i want to feel like everything will be okay, but at this point, that kind of optimism will only leave me disappointed.