[Song-fic challange] Loveless
Title: Goodbye
Pairing: PIN
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Summary: Yamapi have to say goodbye to Jin
Disclaimer: I don't own them, thanks to sweetspicyhot for beta it for me. And also I got the meaning of the song elsewhere so I thank the one who post it.
Kat-tun and NewS were to have a joint concert for the cause of a disaster that struck Japan. One day they had a joint rehearsal; Kat-tun was on the other side of the stage practicing.
Yamapi was already there seeing his band mates happily practicing their routine. When his eyes turned to the Kat-tun side of the stage he saw Jin laughing with his band mates. Then he heard his song playing.
Mou nantonaku wakatteru kimi ga utsumuku wake wo
Wakare wo kiridasezu ni irunda yo ne
Hodou ni ochita kage wa yorisotte kasanaru noni
Futari no omoi wa ima hanarete yuku
Chigau koi ni deatte shimata kimi wo
Tsunagi tomeru kotoba mo mitsukaranai
(Actually I have sensed it
The reason why you looked down without speaking
It's all because of the "Goodbye" which you could not say out loud
Our shadows on the road
Are getting closer and closer, almost overlapping
But why are our hearts growing apart
Facing the you who have found someone new
I couldn't find reasons to hold you back)
Flashback
“Jin, you’re back!” Yamapi hugged and kissed his boyfriend. It had been a long time since he and Jin had seen each other. Jin had gone to America to study.
“Yah, but you were to busy to write to me like I never existed in your life,” Jin said pouting.
“I’m sorry about that, I’ve just been busy. You know that News is debuting and now I’m doing a solo plus some movies,” Yamapi replied while hugging Jin.
“Oh… I’m happy for you,” Jin replied back but his eyes were sad.
“Jin, what’s wrong?” Yamapi asked him seeing his eyes full of sadness.
“Oh, It’s nothing. Maybe I’m just tired, don’t mind me,” Jin said and hugged Yamapi back.
The days passed by, weeks became months. Yamapi was busy with NewS and his new single, while Jin was busy with Kat-tun. They seldom saw each other. Yamapi knew that they were both reaching their goals but that also kept them apart. Then one day, it was the day Yamapi didn’t want to come.
“Pi, let’s stop this!” Jin said.
“What?” Yamapi asked. He didn’t know what Jin meant by “stop.”
“Let’s stop this, our relationship. It’s not working anymore. We’re so busy with our own affairs that we can’t share even a single meal,” Jin replied.
“Whoa, are you breaking up with me?” Yamapi said trying to comprehend if he heard right.
“Yes, let’s break up.” Jin stood firm on what he said.
“But why? Do you really want this?” Yamapi said hoping Jin would take it back.
“Yes, No… I … Let’s break up. That’s what I want,.” Jin replied. He didn’t want to see Yamapi eyes.
“You know that I love you, right? It’s hard for me, but if you really want this I’ll set you… free,” Yamapi said in a soft voice.
“I love you, too, but it’s hard for me,” Jin started to cry.
“Don’t cry, please. You make me harder for me,” Yamapi said, then turned around and walked out of the apartment. If he stayed there he would never let Jin go.
“In time we will meet again and maybe someday we will be back together again. If not, may be our friendship will be back,” Yamapi said to himself.
End of Flashback
Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...
(Why the goodbye
Why the ending
You said these were lies
Even though you've said that
The hands which had let go were getting cold
We are becoming strangers
Why the apologies
Please don't cry
'Cause that would lead me to hold you tight again
Among the layers of memories
Before they turned into painful moments
Let us smile and say goodbye)
Yamapi watched Jin laugh and dance with his band mates. Jin saw Pi and walked toward him.
“Hi, Pi, how are you?” Jin asked him with a smile.
“I’m great, and you?” Yamapi asked him back.
“I’m great, too,” Jin said and smiled at him, then he turned his gaze to Kame and smiled.
“Yah, I see that,” Yamapi said and smiled back at Jin.
“Are you okay with it?” Jin said unsurely.
“Of course, are you happy with him?” Yamapi asked.
“Yes,” Jin said sure of what he said.
“I think he’s waiting for you. Go!” Yamapi said.
“Okay, we’re friends, right?” Jin asked.
“Yes, best friends,” Yamapi replied.
Jin ran toward Kame and hugged his new boyfriend.
Yamapi bit his lower lip and his eyes filled with tears.
Hitori demo heiki da yo to hajimete uso wo tsuita
Kimi no namida wo tomeru sube ga hoshikute
Hontou ni daiji datta hontou wa hanashitakunai
Ikiba no nai omoi komiageru kedo
Sono shiawase dare yori negatteru kara
Tsuyogari demo "arigatou" to tsutaetai
Sayonara datte koukai datte
Futari deaeta akashi
Kimi to dakara sou omoeru
Kakegaenai sonzai
Wasureru you ni mune ni shimau yo tomo ni kizanda kisetsu
Atarashii mirai e isogu kimi no sono senaka ni
Sou saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...
(I can get by on my own
The first time I lied
Hoping to stop your tears
This is really an important matter
Actually I didn't feel like saying
Even though I knew it didn't really matter
I'm the one who wishes that you'd find happiness the most
Even if I'm just pretending to be strong
I still wish to thank you who are far away
Even if we break apart
Even if there's regrets
They are still proof of our encounter
Because it's you
Therefore I always feel that
Our memory is irreplaceable
In order to forget)
“Pi, let’s go practice,” Ryo called him and pulled him up. He immediately wiped his tears.
“Let’s go and practice,” Yamapi said to him with a smile.
Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye
(To get it away from the chest
The seasons which we have passed together
Moving on to the new future
Behind your back
I would like to smile and say the last goodbye)
Pi looked back at Jin and said to him self “I still have some memories with you that I will always keep in my heart. I hope you truly find your happiness, Jin. It’s time to said Goodbye,”
the end.
Pairing: PIN
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Summary: Yamapi have to say goodbye to Jin
Disclaimer: I don't own them, thanks to sweetspicyhot for beta it for me. And also I got the meaning of the song elsewhere so I thank the one who post it.
Kat-tun and NewS were to have a joint concert for the cause of a disaster that struck Japan. One day they had a joint rehearsal; Kat-tun was on the other side of the stage practicing.
Yamapi was already there seeing his band mates happily practicing their routine. When his eyes turned to the Kat-tun side of the stage he saw Jin laughing with his band mates. Then he heard his song playing.
Mou nantonaku wakatteru kimi ga utsumuku wake wo
Wakare wo kiridasezu ni irunda yo ne
Hodou ni ochita kage wa yorisotte kasanaru noni
Futari no omoi wa ima hanarete yuku
Chigau koi ni deatte shimata kimi wo
Tsunagi tomeru kotoba mo mitsukaranai
(Actually I have sensed it
The reason why you looked down without speaking
It's all because of the "Goodbye" which you could not say out loud
Our shadows on the road
Are getting closer and closer, almost overlapping
But why are our hearts growing apart
Facing the you who have found someone new
I couldn't find reasons to hold you back)
Flashback
“Jin, you’re back!” Yamapi hugged and kissed his boyfriend. It had been a long time since he and Jin had seen each other. Jin had gone to America to study.
“Yah, but you were to busy to write to me like I never existed in your life,” Jin said pouting.
“I’m sorry about that, I’ve just been busy. You know that News is debuting and now I’m doing a solo plus some movies,” Yamapi replied while hugging Jin.
“Oh… I’m happy for you,” Jin replied back but his eyes were sad.
“Jin, what’s wrong?” Yamapi asked him seeing his eyes full of sadness.
“Oh, It’s nothing. Maybe I’m just tired, don’t mind me,” Jin said and hugged Yamapi back.
The days passed by, weeks became months. Yamapi was busy with NewS and his new single, while Jin was busy with Kat-tun. They seldom saw each other. Yamapi knew that they were both reaching their goals but that also kept them apart. Then one day, it was the day Yamapi didn’t want to come.
“Pi, let’s stop this!” Jin said.
“What?” Yamapi asked. He didn’t know what Jin meant by “stop.”
“Let’s stop this, our relationship. It’s not working anymore. We’re so busy with our own affairs that we can’t share even a single meal,” Jin replied.
“Whoa, are you breaking up with me?” Yamapi said trying to comprehend if he heard right.
“Yes, let’s break up.” Jin stood firm on what he said.
“But why? Do you really want this?” Yamapi said hoping Jin would take it back.
“Yes, No… I … Let’s break up. That’s what I want,.” Jin replied. He didn’t want to see Yamapi eyes.
“You know that I love you, right? It’s hard for me, but if you really want this I’ll set you… free,” Yamapi said in a soft voice.
“I love you, too, but it’s hard for me,” Jin started to cry.
“Don’t cry, please. You make me harder for me,” Yamapi said, then turned around and walked out of the apartment. If he stayed there he would never let Jin go.
“In time we will meet again and maybe someday we will be back together again. If not, may be our friendship will be back,” Yamapi said to himself.
End of Flashback
Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...
(Why the goodbye
Why the ending
You said these were lies
Even though you've said that
The hands which had let go were getting cold
We are becoming strangers
Why the apologies
Please don't cry
'Cause that would lead me to hold you tight again
Among the layers of memories
Before they turned into painful moments
Let us smile and say goodbye)
Yamapi watched Jin laugh and dance with his band mates. Jin saw Pi and walked toward him.
“Hi, Pi, how are you?” Jin asked him with a smile.
“I’m great, and you?” Yamapi asked him back.
“I’m great, too,” Jin said and smiled at him, then he turned his gaze to Kame and smiled.
“Yah, I see that,” Yamapi said and smiled back at Jin.
“Are you okay with it?” Jin said unsurely.
“Of course, are you happy with him?” Yamapi asked.
“Yes,” Jin said sure of what he said.
“I think he’s waiting for you. Go!” Yamapi said.
“Okay, we’re friends, right?” Jin asked.
“Yes, best friends,” Yamapi replied.
Jin ran toward Kame and hugged his new boyfriend.
Yamapi bit his lower lip and his eyes filled with tears.
Hitori demo heiki da yo to hajimete uso wo tsuita
Kimi no namida wo tomeru sube ga hoshikute
Hontou ni daiji datta hontou wa hanashitakunai
Ikiba no nai omoi komiageru kedo
Sono shiawase dare yori negatteru kara
Tsuyogari demo "arigatou" to tsutaetai
Sayonara datte koukai datte
Futari deaeta akashi
Kimi to dakara sou omoeru
Kakegaenai sonzai
Wasureru you ni mune ni shimau yo tomo ni kizanda kisetsu
Atarashii mirai e isogu kimi no sono senaka ni
Sou saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...
(I can get by on my own
The first time I lied
Hoping to stop your tears
This is really an important matter
Actually I didn't feel like saying
Even though I knew it didn't really matter
I'm the one who wishes that you'd find happiness the most
Even if I'm just pretending to be strong
I still wish to thank you who are far away
Even if we break apart
Even if there's regrets
They are still proof of our encounter
Because it's you
Therefore I always feel that
Our memory is irreplaceable
In order to forget)
“Pi, let’s go practice,” Ryo called him and pulled him up. He immediately wiped his tears.
“Let’s go and practice,” Yamapi said to him with a smile.
Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye
(To get it away from the chest
The seasons which we have passed together
Moving on to the new future
Behind your back
I would like to smile and say the last goodbye)
Pi looked back at Jin and said to him self “I still have some memories with you that I will always keep in my heart. I hope you truly find your happiness, Jin. It’s time to said Goodbye,”
the end.