Fire for the FuelmylovissuicideJuly 22 2005, 14:05:04 UTC
Benjii Benjii Benjii...You somehow cease to amaze me....No I mean that in the worst form. I wanted to explain why the fuck I'm pissed off at you.....You have no idea how many times you've stabbed me in the back...How many times you left me in the cracks...Yea that was a shitty rhyme but I'm not a poet....So let me explain....I took you to California because I thought you'd be a reliable friend....Somebody that'd make the trip more fun....So we went on our little two and half day ride and saying 'fuck you' to Battle Creek...The trip was fun and I thought I knew you a bit better....What fucking ever man....And than when we got there....No two days after we got there, I told you how I felt about Laura and basically laid it out for you that I didn't want you going after her....And than you fucked that one up....right when I was sleeping on the god-damn floor. You have no self control....and it seemed right than and there you have no self-respect for me or any of my feelings...And than you didn't even talk to me nor look at me...I felt
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Re: Fire for the Fuelfallenxangelx87July 23 2005, 04:07:04 UTC
OK, why don't you just stop with the childish antics right now? Go run a long little one and play with the little kids if you can't pull up your pampers. He didn't go after Laura. He also has much more decency than to do something like that to someone. Did you ever consider to stop and think that maybe, just maybe, you fucked it up for yourself with Laura? Nope didn't think so. If she didn't want you she didn't want you, and it's not Ben's fault. Do you always twist things like this to make yourself look like the victim? Oh, waah, waah, waah, you weren't invited to shit. BOOHOO! Maybe they didn't like you! ::gasp:: Oh my goodness what a thought! Why should HE speak up about you not being invited? It's not HIS place to make sure you go anywhere he is invited to. That's just inconsiderate to the people who invited him. He should not take the initiative to make sure that YOU get invited. If you didn't get invited you didn't. That's just the way it is. Maybe they didn't want your "Oh woe is me" bullshit around while they were trying to
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Re: Fire for the FuelmylovissuicideJuly 23 2005, 18:11:45 UTC
You have no fucking idea what the hell that happened there.......So all claims that you made have been pretty pointless.........Blah fucking blah.....This isn't childish this is how it was....You obviously don't know benjii...You didn't know him when he was cheating on you with Kait and you defiantely didn't know him them so please I ask nicely.....shut the fuck up.....Don't intervine....I'm not the victim of pretty much anything but I am right when I say that's fucked up...
Re: Fire for the Fuelfallenxangelx87July 23 2005, 22:44:41 UTC
Do many people know when someone is cheating on them when it first begins? No. I also left him the day I found out which was only a week after the first incident happened. So keep your fucking mouth shut about shit you have no clue about. You are being childish and I do know Ben. I'm intervining because you're making him out to be the bad guy when, for all you know, those people might not have liked you in the first place. Like I said, Ben doesn't like confrontation and will avoid it at all costs. I also didn't say you were the victim of anything. I said you were PLAYING THE VICTIM. Big difference. And you are doing that. I have no idea what happened over there? How so? People talk and I've heard it all from more than one person. I've heard everything from multiple people. So why don't you do yourself and many other people a favor. Drop this stupid bullshit and shut the fuck up about it. No one wants to hear your pity party.
hey, shithead. i never went after her. ok? she wanted me and i turned her down! i don't know why you go off assuming things, it's quite childish. hell i don't even know why i'm posting this, yes a halfwitted retort. ok i was the one who after laura would vent at you about whatever i'd comeout and ask if you were ok. yeah remember that? i guess not. i already apologized about whatever happend hell i didn't even know all i knew was that laura didn't like you and you keep blaming me for it. I left you out of everything? nice, yeah i left you out of everything when i was the one in the middle. i didn't even know what the hell was going on. hows that for bittersweet irony? next time save your bullets (metaphor) for someone other than the middle man. end.
I knew that.......I knew that from the get go ever since she mentioned it...But still for the sake of regret.....It was well worth the while....I think next time I'll go at it alone....I think next time I'll leave you in the snow....Your full of shit....and I'm full of it....I figured as a friend you'd have a better mentality....But you only did enough to where you didn't feel guilty...So next time take a bullet and be a friend....I don't feel like getting shot....But I'd still appreciate you paying me back even if it's for a dollar a day or all at once....You do owe me....a whole hella' lot
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