It is very often that we undervalue the things that actually mean something to us. It is until we encounter an unfortunate event that we even stop to reflect upon ourselves and what is important to us. Have you ever noticed that before anything drastic occurs that time seems to slow down, almost as if life is giving us a chance to make sense of ( Read more... )

Well, i know its been like forever since i updated this thing, and its about time that i do ( Read more... )

I dont know why i continue to put myself through this torture. I just need to leave Fordson, but I am here, because i was too stupid to take everthing super serious, and sticking it out. Those of you who are really close to me know what i am talking about and you know why i have to get out of Fordson ( Read more... )

I hate the rain, unless you are in a beautiful valley full of green plants and things that just makes you appreciate the beautification that the rain can bring. So of course school started back, and it has done nothing but piss me off so far. I dont have shit that i need, or shit that i want ( Read more... )

So, I am talking to him right now, and I am ok. I mean, I am as ok as i can be. He keeps on confiding in me and telling me things, and I want to be a good friend and listen, but at the same time he is cutting me slowly and deeply ( Read more... )

Well everything is winding down and coming to a close. College and highschool, dammit, school period and sweeping everyone away from each other ( Read more... )

Hello to all. I think my luck has been a little bit better lately. Right now, i am not at home, i am over one of my bf's houses, and i think we may be getting a little more serious than I thought ( Read more... )

I love Sex and the City. That show is so inspiring, after i watch it i seem to be able to write and talk for hours, and i seem to be able to put my thoughts and opinions in order much more efficiently ( Read more... )

Ok, so I just realized that my last entry was the first journal entry that i have written since march that wasnt about "the guy" and I have 3 journals. I am so proud of myself. I think now i may actually be able to move on, and eventually the pain will go away. I dont know what was wrong with me, i guess i was just so excited that someone ( Read more... )

I am so sorry for not writing in this thing in so long, but i have just been having issues. Ok, so let me line them up for you ( Read more... )