i drew the curtains. just like the tide. i come to a point where i just have no where else to go. a dead end. this new friend of mine talks to me. she says hold her tightly and squeeze her slightly. im afraid. she tells me other things. 'where are your friends now? you know i will always be here for you. i will help you make all of your troubles go ( Read more... )

it was later that evening when i went over to marcus ( Read more... )

i was having one of those dreams where things going on around while you sleep are playing a part. the phone began to ring. in my wonderland i answered it. nobody was on the other line but the phone was still ringing. finally, after all of my frustrating i wake up. slide out of bed onto the floor and answer the phone properly. "hello?" i asked. "im ( Read more... )

the corner of the room was filled with empty paint cans. the curtain was drawn over the window. i sat in the chair opposite of the loveseat. i was explaining to marcus my situation ( Read more... )

i think this will be my last entry for quite a while. i dont have much to say anymore. and when i say something its not really important. i mean.. everyone has email.. so if i have something to say i will send it that way. i tried not to change. i feel suckered somehow. i dont know why. oh well. it was nice knowing you all. i will talk to you all ( Read more... )

tomorrow i have to be at the hospital at two. i need so many shots.. its not even funny. i was confronted by south korean special forces guys tonight. they asked me a lot of questions. i played stupid. just kidding i didnt play. i am stupid. so finally it came in handy. snacks. i also need to go to a briefing at the officers club. finally. im ( Read more... )

dreams you dont want to dream.

hearts you refuse to break.

as you can see. i was ditched. no biggy. i just hate people ( Read more... )

im going to try everything in my power to kill everyone!

i just got off work.

sleep helps.

everland tomorrow at nine am.

its two thirty am.

wee.

thats telekenesis kyle. tomorrow is friday. we are the same height. that is neat. i am going to pseudo disney world saturday. a pilot almost ejected today. that would have sucked. i dont want to search for a bottle in a sea of guts and twisted metal. tomorrow is going to be funny. everyone that was promoted in our shop is going to have a big party ( Read more... )