rivalry makes us command compasion, it remdins me of those stories where a boy and his beign the protagonist and his childhood other beign the antagonist...duel it out for al ogn time....thus resulting in realizing..these two are best friends...but thats ficiton , isnt it?..when people recite poetry an you cant distinguish the sounds...its really a ( Read more... )

performing tonight, oh yes..I am a barbie girl
that is all

I biked..the entry is all in the title.

I dont mean to be the one who does the riving, and I dont mean to be selfish, this is what I am. not what I try to be or sought to be for a better self, for my purge. Tongiht brought me a sense of clarity watching them play there instruments...and earlier, visiting a great new person..I could have mass indulgence without...viewing bad aspects, and ( Read more... )

another night, no plans, no effort and a low self esteem in result..so time to salvage my overflowing bin of unconquerable thoughts, morals, emotions and such. yes but the large talk at school today of sacred virginity and the suggestions of 'keeping faithful' until after marriage..with the sacred bond it makes it more meaningful? the sensual touch ( Read more... )

..every saturday! sucks!...I' m not surprised by the lack of social interfaces I have...I am upset though, nothing going on tonight except a walk..some harmonica playing ...and drinking some tea at the local second cup(time to compromise). in good news, I like the writing ( Read more... )

It's been a long time, so I decided to update for the cat's that might care,hmmm so I've had some good and some bad moments for the past two weeks..I have'nt slept ..properly anyways in awhile...hmm leo said it perfectly today....I feel really reclusive lately..but like in the past I take advantage of it..woven my own strings of persona to a good ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is gradually moving up to that pace where you feel best ounce again....I'm not a loop. I want to have a jamming session with anyone..badly, I'd like to show my hobbies more often. so lets clash or sway or roll on hill's with glee. I just felt like writing a post..I admit it

so yes, jacquie off in new york..and me being alone here in the computer room...I did have plans but...rides are'nt reliable...it really sucks because I wanted to talk to those guys so badly, I miss them dearly and we need to catch up..maybe do that jamming we always talk about or some old fashion gin and risk..or was it rum and risk?? har har har ( Read more... )

Happy thanksgiving, sadly I ruined my tables appetite.ready for the lineup...okay well here it goes- old senile father of step father, ex convict(traffic, assault) my innocent mother, my humble in her computer cell sister and the jolly uncle...oh and some random 20 year old girl...sadly the ruining all took place because......I left a peta pamphlet ( Read more... )