~*You said you loved me*~

[ronet]

But you didnt know the words to say, you said you never knew that you could ever feel this way...

I'm home, left school early. I'm so fucking sick of montville, its not even funny i need to get out of here. A.S.A.P.

I'm happy today, its kinda strange to me, but i am. I have alot of strength that i didnt have yesterday.

I don't love you enough

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[thahall]

Dearest Ronnette

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[ronet]

Thomas~
I promise on everything i have control over that you will know me in 2 years, and 5 i dont plan on going anywhere.

Thomas, learn to trust me, and my judgement, i know it isnt easy but i have come this far, and i will continue to make it. Have faith in me, i know i haent been playing the responsible card lately but when it rains it pours and i have just had too much put in front of me lately.

I don't need or want anymore complications in my life, i just want to make it through. The fact that in a year i will be out of here is so refreshing and yes, i will make it to 18.

Thomas, you make me happy, probably more then you should but thats a whole nother journal reply, Thank you for being here in my life, but please realize that you can't make me do anything i am not ready for.

I ask you to hold my hand and walk with me, not drag me through. I know you just want to help and i knwo you mean best but babe, i am only one person and i need more time to deal then you would i guess.

I love you...