I feel like i am reaching out to someone but nobody can help me. I hate this feeling of pain that i have all of a sudden. I can't hide from the truth anymore ( Read more... )

Its been a few months since i have written in here, i decided not to delete it, i like the friends that i have on this journal and dont really feel like emailing everyone the new journal name ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if this journal really means anyting anymore, I am thinking about deleting it.
My other journal just means alot more to me and this one is being neglected.
It's time to disconnect....

...Maybe you'll see the world from my point of veiw.

I have been so wrapped up with school and being sick
I haven't gone to school in 2 days
I feel like shit
I had two projects due yesterday
I just want to do good...ehh
I have lost wieght
I have been disconnected from people
I have to work tonight
it is almost officailly spring break

Cuz he is the truth and it feels so real.
I don't know what i am doing...I dropped my math class yea a required course i dropped it for no real reason. I've been busy. I have been happy and soon i will have a boyfriend. It feels wierd to say that i am dating. I don't know well i have to go to work tonight.

...do i think he is coming back?

Was i in love?
"Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind. And therefore is wing'd cupid painted blind."

Xavier Marcuz Martell God bless you baby i miss you so much, but you can't hold my heart anymore...

I can feel the tears, but i just can't cry. I passed out today, Not really sure why, i just know that i dont like it ( Read more... )

...or not, i think it may be a curse to have shitty ass birthdays every year for me...i need to get away. Maybe i should be a streetkid.
Sleepin at carys tonight, that should be good i guess.
My family sucks, they make me feel so bad.
Whatever.
I just want to cry, i have been trying to laugh everything off.

~*HAPPY VALENTINES DAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!*~

One of the rare times everyone in my house comes together, too bad it involved us throwing things at eachother....