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seasons, i suppose
it's a terrible truth that depression's twin isn't sadness. it's apathy. I don't know what would make me happy. I don't see how anything could. I don't want anything. Cheetos, no. new tires, no. iPhone 4s, no. backrub, lipstick, tickets to Aruba. no, no, no.
I know this will pass. it always does. but right now I feel like in a day or two or six I'm ( Read more... ) -
somedays the worst
because I don't know what I did.
on the floating
shapeless ocean
I did all my best to smile....
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some days
today I:
was out of the house for 15 hours (work + class )
had a fever all morning--in an un-air-conditioned room
had to manually plug in and network 25 computers over 2 class periods while my kids ran riot because they had nothing to do
was so frustrated by said running riot that I acted like an ultra Mega bitch
was called a fat bitch. twice.
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(Untitled)
I should say something.
give me a minute
I need to stop screaming.
it's been 10 years and I
can't
stop
screaming
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aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
school starts monday. the building isn't finished. i have no access to my smartboard or my projector. the person who was supposed to proofread my syllabus hasn't yet. and critter bit my wrist in such a way as to make me look like a botched suicide, which my 98 9th graders will surely notice.
super. -
*sigh*
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you can lose so much you'll never want to start
over again
over again
i'm ranting while i'm raving, there's nothing here worth saving -
for CEF
To the princess who is locked ( Read more... ) -
all just like ringing in my ears
i think maybe i need to talk about it ( Read more... )