i like going to church. the pastor usually has a sermon on somthing that relates to a problem i've had over the last week, month, year, whatever. like the a couple of weeks ago it was about loving yourself & knowing that God loves you. today he talked about how God gives all of us gifts & we should use them. our purpose in life is to use the ( Read more... )

i have no reason to be here. not that i wanna die, & this is not a suicide note but i wanna know what my purpose is. there isn't anythnig i can think of & maybe my purpose doesnt' come until later in life but @ one time i thought that i had one. i was able to make someone happy. i can't do that anymore because i'm not happy myself. no one is ( Read more... )

i was going to write something 4 myself but i decided 2 write in here. i have had a pretty bad week so far & have somehow managed 2 keep the most optimistic attitude i know how. my optimistic attitude is only a step up from my pessimistic attitude. i'm not the happiest person right now. i feel the usual, unwanted, insecure, unhappy, unloved (in ( Read more... )

i was going to write something 4 myself but i decided 2 write in here. i have had a pretty bad week so far & have somehow managed 2 keep the most optimistic attitude i know how. my optimistic attitude is only a step up from my pessimistic attitude. i'm not the happiest person right now. i feel the usual, unwanted, insecure, unhappy, unloved (in ( Read more... )

i was going to write something 4 myself but i decided 2 write in here. i have had a pretty bad week so far & have somehow managed 2 keep the most optimistic attitude i know how. my optimistic attitude is only a step up from my pessimistic attitude. i'm not the happiest person right now. i feel the usual, unwanted, insecure, unhappy, unloved (in ( Read more... )

i saw bitch boy yesterday. i was so mad i wanted to leave but i really needed 2 take class. this is going to put me in a bad mood for @least the next week. but i saw eric yeserday!!! i haven't seen him since school ended last year & he's not in orchestra anymore, he crossed over to band. if only that had happened last....that would have been ( Read more... )

2day was my first day of work. i fried chicken. i want to remember this day 4ever. i woke up @ 5. i'm tired. good nite. HAPPY SCHOOLING 2MORROW 2 ALL U HIGH SCHOOL FOLKS!!!

~danyelle~

i know i haven't written in here 4 a while & 4 those of u who live to read these journals or are seriously interested in my life i deeply apoligize. well i went to chicago a couple of weeks ago & kansas 2 see my family & my best friend since 3rd grade. we had a pretty good time & chicago was ok. i think i wanna go to school in the city now. so ( Read more... )

well i don't think i've updated in a while so i'll update ( Read more... )

if u don't know what we weretalking about this might not have been funny but i thought so. try this for a day: type everything that you're thinking. like when you're confused & don't know what 2 say & you're thinking, or saying out loud, ummm....no...etc. etc. etc ( Read more... )