so yeah.. i havent written in a buttload long of a time. not much has happend since then though. well kinda. here lets start at the 2nd to last entry ( Read more... )

so ive started it again. why do i do this? i make things hard on me yet i dont even know what i want really?i thought i knew what i wanted once, or maybe i just thought i knew what i wanted. what am i talking about! yes i did! but sometimes im reminded "of another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky" and how i only wish that i could...i dont know ( Read more... )

so yeah.. i havent written in a while. o well. lets see, for valentines day i told jl i liked him but the way it happend was "awkward". no responce yet but he did appologize for the way things went. also he got injusred so i havent talked to him since like a week ago. then the day after valentines day i get flowers deliverd to me from smith & ( Read more... )

so i dont even know how the hell to start this one ( Read more... )

so today was a mixed day.so ulia wanted to move out & was planning on breaking the news to the guys when she got home from work. so i told jake that shw was p.o.ed at him and she was thinking about movin out. then i went to work & was late again. worked for 5 hours straight!!!! then had a break.the last three was the cafe and then i closed it. gerr ( Read more... )

yeah!! so today was an ok day. i thought it would be really shitty but it wasnt. i probly liked it alot better cause jL came by. he came by like 3 times... it was so cool! i think i may be starting to like him which can only mean disaster & me getting disapointed, which will blow. but he did give me a free coupon for teavanna. he didnt have to. i ( Read more... )

so yeah im dumb. i talked to the work boy today. i told myself that i never would and i did. oh well. he'll never talk to me again. yeah! crazyz...?!sorry, boys making noise. that would be a cool band name! no one steel it! what a good song! i used to think this band was so the shit!and no i see that they are still as cool.. at least to me that is ( Read more... )

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wow! i've written nothing since a long while! no bus though. but oddly enough ( Read more... )

no bus yet...
still waiting.......