i really need some friends

A full month now... since I've been surfing. I had to work this weekend so it's now been a month. Sucks. I hate being stuck inside. I get up, go to work, and by the time I get off it's too late to do anything.. even to just go sit by the water. I need a raise, some friends... and probably a maid service cause my place is starting to look like the ( Read more... )

The afternoon sun cast pales lines of light through the beige blinds covering my window ( Read more... )

I'm scared to go outside, scared of the voices
Scared I'd become one and scared even more that I wouldn't
It only dawned on me recently, I'm one of the flock

Pale scarred skin bares innocent eyes
Confused by the sex, by the violence.
Tearing at a peice of hope left haggard on a white fence post
Nothing left to save us now

I went to Phoenix last weekend to see the parents and hang with some friends. It was pretty bad ass. Shane got a house for his studio so that was sweet. We went to coffee society over at AMC and smoked some sheesha for a little bit with some of Shane's friends, then we met up with Tami. The three of us went up to Daniel, JR and Casey's house to ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here waiting to leave for work (so I don't get there too early) and I figured I'd write. I'm not looking forward to all that traffic in central hollywood, not to mention the fact they closed two lanes... wonderful. I'm going to have a talk with my shift manager today. They've been taking advantage of me and I think it's time they stop ( Read more... )

So it's been awhile since I've written. Big surprise, I just recently got internet put in so shut up! lol Yeah a lot's happened since I last wrote. I moved to L.A. in March for my internship at CCI. In June they hired me on full time. I was living right on the edge of L.A. and Burbank but two months ago I moved to Beverly Hills. I know how that ( Read more... )

Why do they put that "detect music now" button in the post options? How would you not know what you're listening to? So anyways... it's late, I'm bored; figured I'd write. I have about 4 weeks until I move to L.A. I'm getting pretty excited. I interviewed at a post production house in Burbank called CCI Digital and they agreed to let me intern ( Read more... )

Well it's been awhile since I've written (no way). I finally started school in august and now I have 11 more weeks until I leave for L.A. and my internship. I'm a little nervous but excited at the same time. I'm pretty antsy to become financially independant. I hate having to rely on my parents. My mom's almost done with all her cancer stuff. ( Read more... )