(drabble) gayoon/junhyung | If our love were a book
if our love were a book
gayoon/junhyung
pg-13; 700words
drama? (not sure)
so i'm here writing beastmiute when i am supposed to continue my papers and study to my last exams, but i just couldn't help it when i heard this song. sighs, what is life :(
don't kill me if junhyung is such a bamf (because he is) cause the song is like that, you can see the translation here :)
hope someone will read ahaha, world needs more beastminute shippers!
and thaks to my beautifulyunsias you beta-ed this for me :) <3
if our love were a book
then it'd be the last page
Gayoon wasn’t sure what was the exact kind of guy she wanted. She only knew once she meet him, she’ll know he’s the right one.
And she met junhyung.
Junhyung didn’t fit into any of gayoon’s expectations, but still she likes him so much. For some reason, she couldn’t tell why, because it wasn’t just this and that detail but it was everything that made junhyung junhyung.
He held the mic in an unconventional (funny) way and always looked deep inside his thoughts, but when he laughed, gayoon couldn’t resist to squeeze his cheeks (but she did somehow, ‘cause it’d be so awkward…).
His expression never changed, so you couldn't always tell for certain whether if he was annoyed or sad (or maybe just his i-don't-give-a-shit state). except when he was happy, and he smiled (and there goes this squeezing-cheeks impulse in her again).
When gayoon looks at herself in the mirror, she doesn't find too many things to be liked for. A lot of girls were more beautiful than her, she couldn't tell where her S line had gone and her legs were just ridiculous.
But junhyung likes her anyway. He'd put his arm around her waist, pulls her closer and tells her "why are you being like this again? you are beautiful" and he'd kiss her nose.
There was a time when some cube trainees (like her) told gayoon that the only reason why the management still hasn't kick her out the company was because of her voice, but she was ugly, so so so ugly and untalented.
"it offends me when you believe them instead of your own boyfriend." said junhyung. gayoon, curled up in the practice room's corner, lifted her swollen red eyes and squeezed junhyung's cheeks, who had leaned forward her. "yah! don't do that again. it hurts!"
they walked home together, junhyung stayed over and by morning, gayoon stroked the length of his bare back.
"i love you" she said in a soft mumble. she was never sure whether junhyung ever heard her.
things haven't been well lately and gayoon knows it. and she's afraid. because junhyung doesn't look at her as he used to anymore, doesn't hold her hand as he used to, doesn't call nor text anymore, and the last time he put on all his clothes in a rush and left without a word.
when junhyung said let's break up, gayoon thought that their relationship wasn’t the only thing to be broken into little pieces, too small to put them back together, but also something behind her ribs, in the left side of her body.
"w-why are you being like this?" she asked with warm tears rolling down her cheeks. "please, don't leave me" she begged.
Dark fringes covered junhyung's face. "Who told you to love me in the first place after all?" he said and walked away.
gayoon didn't hold his hand, and let him walk away with his long strides.
first her knees fell to the floor, then her hands, and then her body couldn't fight the gravity (or maybe something heavier) anymore and her body gave up to the floor.
A year later, it's not Heo Gayoon anymore but it’s 4minute's main vocal gayoon. Four months later, it's not just yong junhyung but Beast's rapper junhyung.
(and all the things that made junhyung her junhyung doesn't exist anymore, at least not to gayoon's eyes)
"He's not a bad person and that's the worst part." she says to herself while she puts some make up on. Another sleepless night. "He just stopped loving me. That's all."
They still meet, not as gayoon and junhyung, but as Beast and 4minute. Sometimes junhyung tells her good luck or you did a good job and gayoon bows and says thanks when she wants to tell him it's been a year and some months and she still can’t get over him, that he doesn't even know how hard it's been for her to (try to) forget him, that the last time he was in her dreams and she could finally breathe, that why did you love me back in the second place then?
but all she does is thank him and walk away, when all he wants is to ask her whether she listened to the last album, because one of the raps he wrote was for her.
(and many others that remained unread in the old notebooks hidden under his bed)
gayoon/junhyung
pg-13; 700words
drama? (not sure)
so i'm here writing beastmiute when i am supposed to continue my papers and study to my last exams, but i just couldn't help it when i heard this song. sighs, what is life :(
don't kill me if junhyung is such a bamf (because he is) cause the song is like that, you can see the translation here :)
hope someone will read ahaha, world needs more beastminute shippers!
and thaks to my beautifulyunsias you beta-ed this for me :) <3
if our love were a book
then it'd be the last page
Gayoon wasn’t sure what was the exact kind of guy she wanted. She only knew once she meet him, she’ll know he’s the right one.
And she met junhyung.
Junhyung didn’t fit into any of gayoon’s expectations, but still she likes him so much. For some reason, she couldn’t tell why, because it wasn’t just this and that detail but it was everything that made junhyung junhyung.
He held the mic in an unconventional (funny) way and always looked deep inside his thoughts, but when he laughed, gayoon couldn’t resist to squeeze his cheeks (but she did somehow, ‘cause it’d be so awkward…).
His expression never changed, so you couldn't always tell for certain whether if he was annoyed or sad (or maybe just his i-don't-give-a-shit state). except when he was happy, and he smiled (and there goes this squeezing-cheeks impulse in her again).
When gayoon looks at herself in the mirror, she doesn't find too many things to be liked for. A lot of girls were more beautiful than her, she couldn't tell where her S line had gone and her legs were just ridiculous.
But junhyung likes her anyway. He'd put his arm around her waist, pulls her closer and tells her "why are you being like this again? you are beautiful" and he'd kiss her nose.
There was a time when some cube trainees (like her) told gayoon that the only reason why the management still hasn't kick her out the company was because of her voice, but she was ugly, so so so ugly and untalented.
"it offends me when you believe them instead of your own boyfriend." said junhyung. gayoon, curled up in the practice room's corner, lifted her swollen red eyes and squeezed junhyung's cheeks, who had leaned forward her. "yah! don't do that again. it hurts!"
they walked home together, junhyung stayed over and by morning, gayoon stroked the length of his bare back.
"i love you" she said in a soft mumble. she was never sure whether junhyung ever heard her.
things haven't been well lately and gayoon knows it. and she's afraid. because junhyung doesn't look at her as he used to anymore, doesn't hold her hand as he used to, doesn't call nor text anymore, and the last time he put on all his clothes in a rush and left without a word.
when junhyung said let's break up, gayoon thought that their relationship wasn’t the only thing to be broken into little pieces, too small to put them back together, but also something behind her ribs, in the left side of her body.
"w-why are you being like this?" she asked with warm tears rolling down her cheeks. "please, don't leave me" she begged.
Dark fringes covered junhyung's face. "Who told you to love me in the first place after all?" he said and walked away.
gayoon didn't hold his hand, and let him walk away with his long strides.
first her knees fell to the floor, then her hands, and then her body couldn't fight the gravity (or maybe something heavier) anymore and her body gave up to the floor.
A year later, it's not Heo Gayoon anymore but it’s 4minute's main vocal gayoon. Four months later, it's not just yong junhyung but Beast's rapper junhyung.
(and all the things that made junhyung her junhyung doesn't exist anymore, at least not to gayoon's eyes)
"He's not a bad person and that's the worst part." she says to herself while she puts some make up on. Another sleepless night. "He just stopped loving me. That's all."
They still meet, not as gayoon and junhyung, but as Beast and 4minute. Sometimes junhyung tells her good luck or you did a good job and gayoon bows and says thanks when she wants to tell him it's been a year and some months and she still can’t get over him, that he doesn't even know how hard it's been for her to (try to) forget him, that the last time he was in her dreams and she could finally breathe, that why did you love me back in the second place then?
but all she does is thank him and walk away, when all he wants is to ask her whether she listened to the last album, because one of the raps he wrote was for her.
(and many others that remained unread in the old notebooks hidden under his bed)