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Song to Say Goodbye
It is nearly 3am as I sit outside my house on the front lawn, hidden in the shadows yet illuminated by my laptop's screen. The air is cool and clean and somewhat fresh except for a hint of skunk that wafts through every now and then and the putrid stench of the corpse of some nearby rotting carcase of a creature that I can not identify. Off in the ( Read more... ) -
walking through this ghost town...
Tonight Vic met me at my new house and we decided to go eat at The Garage. It was not bad at all. I had fish tacos with blue corn tortillas. The blue tortillas looked awesome. I was able to eat everything, so I was happy with myself. One time that I got up to go use the restroom, I got hit on by this fifty-some year old biker chick that didn't have ( Read more... ) -
Staring through the broken mirror at the reflection that never was there...
I feel like I need to write something, but what is there to say? The clouds in my head are nothing but storms that have been brewing as they await the time when they will unleash on me the damage that they have prepared to inflict ( Read more... ) -
tick...tock... tick... tock...
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Suffocation by breathing...
It is now getting closer to my surgical consult. I find myself more aware of what is going on around me, and at the same time I find myself more acutely aware of the things that are not. I try to find things to distract me, but nothing seems to work. I just want to find some level of comfort and escape from reality. Not even my usual safe spots ( Read more... ) -
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I feel so isolated and alone. I am surrounded by people because I am at work, but their coldness and indifference only works to further my feelings of isolation.
I wish I could talk to someone. I need to talk to someone, but right now there is no one. I guess it is just another thing that I have to bottle up inside... It is eating me alive... :(
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first time in quite a while that I have put one of my old uniforms back on... it still fits...
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