so actually, i've been really happy lately. 
i know for a fact and i can say this for sure, i dont need him anymore. 
i'm hesitant to let go of him though, he's the best thing that ever happened to me. 
but i dont need him. does that make sense? it does to me haha.

i just want to talk about the sweet things he did for me. i want to be able to talk ( Read more... )

Nobody will really understand who this is addressed to but it's a bunch of people at once. i dunno. i just feel like saying things right now.

you say things that you don't mean. that's the only truth i get from you. 
i know once it stops, we'll never talk again. i think that scares me the most.
i'm sorry i can't change for you, but you didn't for me ( Read more... )

 
mmk so yesterday everyone met at my house to eat dinner and take pictures. that was good. we got to have pasta!! hahah. it was brittany, me, tyler, ilya, jasen, luke, and ry ry. we chilled here till like 7:30 and then we went to the dance. when the first slow song came on i just couldn't take it, i started crying and totally ditched my group and ( Read more... )

meh i've  been relatively happy lately. it's been...surprisingly nice ( Read more... )

homecoming tonight.

so fun. lots of dancing and yeah. it's VERY different from neuquas though. but it was good.

glen and brett came over to take pictures before and then we left to go to brett's friends house to take more pictures. it was awkward b/c i didn't know ANYBODY there. but later on i got to know two of the people, trey and brittany and ( Read more... )

update? i decided to actually go with brett to his homecoming. bold move? yeah. just friends? yeah ( Read more... )

so brett asked me to his homecoming last night. he just looked at me and was like "you wanna go to homecoming with me?" and it was so awkward there were like 4324 people watching me haha so i was like "lets go talk over there" so we walked away. i told him i probably wouldn't be able to make it, which isn't even a lie because boilingbrooks hc is ( Read more... )

"i almost wished i was dead." -Holden Caulfield.

yeah i get where ur at holden. i do.

tonight was alright. a little football, some negin, and watching tyler and brittany attempt to act like a couple :]
but of course, i got depressed. everytime negins mentions boys, i feel like killing myself. i really do.

i don't care about anything school related. ( Read more... )

the last two nights have really like made me happy. haha.

i've been soooo down lately it's unbelievabele. it's just like, i don't give a fuck about anyting lately. 
thursday, me, delia, and like 8 guys just playing apples to apples and making fun of each other. it was so good. i was laughing like the entire time because guys are so much funnier than ( Read more... )

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since u won't allow comments on urs, i'm posting this reply to ur last post. "i'll tell you who says that, a crazy bitch."