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[rootbeerbabi80]

summers nearly over. its really starting to get to me that i will never ever go to school with any of my friends agian. and we've been out of school for like 2 mounths but it still fells like im going back to warner. this summer has been insanly awesome and i love it probably the best ive ever had for so many reasons. but i can already fell my self

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[crazibtfl12]

aww janis i love u so much! and no matter what happens we will always be friends. okay? nothing will come between us not even different schools i promise!

xox

[rootbeerbabi80]

hillary ur great i love you! i really really hope i dont turn into a nun or something

[crazibtfl12]

lmfao i dont think u'll end up bein a nun

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[bluecandycane09]

janis it's okay.

sorry if that was kinda depressing i really try my hardest to be happy as much as i can its just that sometimes its hard. ever sence my birthday life just seems differnt. i dunno how but i fell so much older and i dont like it at all. ive always thought of my self as a little kid, baby janis, so much younger than everyone else. but now i dont fell so young and im getting in situations that 5 years ago i didnt think i would even come close to them. but wow here i am... yeah sorry.

all of that....janis that is exactly how i felt around my birthday and a little after. i know exactly how you feel and it gets better dont worry. i had the same feelings and thoughts as you do and believe me, it gets better. you just gotta realize that as you get older everything changes and your NOT gonna be baby janis forever and you ARE gonna want to try new stuff but that's okay becuz thats how life is. if you need to talk i'm here...i hope you dont think we're drifting away...

[rootbeerbabi80]

i mean i dont see how i can fell so differnt now.. cause it one day older that counts a year. its just so werid. and my birthday all i did was like sleep and cry. i love u shayna. thank you

[bluecandycane09]

i know!! yeah janis the day before my birthday i think you asked "so whats it like being the last day of 13" or something and i dunno i just started balling after that like i couldnt stop crying and i dunno my birthday wasnt that great. i love you too janis no problem i'm always here

[rootbeerbabi80]

its werid how like if someone says there 13 and then if someone else says there 14.. it just seems soooo much older like theres this huge gap between them