I'm not quite sure how to interpret today ( Read more... )

( Here it is! )

i hate this feeling i hate this feeling i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING

i need sleep...and i wish some things would just go away and i that i could be carefree like i was over the summer. dddddddddammmmmmmnnnnnn

god, i really hope he doesn't read that...oh geez

So I don't really know how I feel right now. Can't put down a mood...no ONE feeling, at all. Chin up, Brian says...I'm trying, i guess? Haven't updated for awhile...sorry. Last night I went out with Monica to kohl's and taco bell and best buy...it was fun...then i came home and amol and tejas stopped by...yep. then today i woke up at ( Read more... )

Troubled thoughts climb ( Read more... )

free fallin ( Read more... )

wow...i actually made this a pretty fun weekend so far! Thursday consisted of snagging a ride home from Joe after a wacky day at school in my totally skanky "trailer trash barbie" costume...and then just sitting around doing nothing. While sitting in the parking lot waiting for my sister to get out of practice, Amanda called inviting me over to ( Read more... )

THE PERFECT GUY

1. hair color? dirty blonde
2. eye color? really pretty blue...like someone i know
3. height? uhm...anywhere above like...5'5?
4. six pack? b-e-a-u-tiful
5. long or short hair? either works...but shaggy long-ish, short-ish is best
6. glasses? depends on wether they complement his face
7. piercings? one ear = hot. <<--thx em ( Read more... )

[ ] been drunk ( Read more... )