monday, monday. it came all too soon. weird day. i didn't like it. practice was tough, but really good. i enjoyed myself. tons of homework and i'm just procrastinating. i'm the best at that. so Christmas time is coming...i'm already sick of the music that EVERY radio station plays. they ruin the "Christmas spirit" by playing it all the time. oh ( Read more... )

*. Last Cigarette: no smokes for me ( Read more... )

and now my days are short, and my nights are long
i lay down with memories of you that keep me going on
and it makes me wonder, as i sit and stare
will i see your face again?
tell me do you care?
i'm a stranger in my home
living life on my own
right now i just can't see
cause i'm feeling weak
and my soul begins to bleed
and no one's listening to me
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wow. i'm so tired. yet i still have about an hour's worth of homework that has to be done before tomorow. AP of course. that's all i ever do. and it's crucial that i turn all this in or else i get more 0's to make my average even worse ( Read more... )

She wants someone to call her angel ( Read more... )

With a little love
And some tenderness
We'll walk upon the water
We'll rise above the mess
With a little peace
And some harmony
We'll take the world together
We'll take 'em by the hand
Cause i've got a hand for you
And i wanna run with you
Yesterday i saw you standing there
Your head was down, your eyes were red
No comb had touched your hair
I said ( Read more... )

i'm so incredibly exhausted, i plan on going to sleep after this.
i went to the library after school to get sources for that essay and i literally could not think straight.
my brain has been fried this whole week. i don't know what my problem is.
i think i'm getting enough sleep. i haven't been going to bed as late as usual. so i don't get it.
but ( Read more... )

         "Just because you don't see it doesn't mean it's not there"

it's been a long week. and it's finally over!!! =)
T h a n k
                G o d
                          I t ' s
                                   F r i d a y!!!

( You are mine )

blah. that's what today was.
i didn't go to school.
i got up,showered, and was all ready to go, the whole time feeling sick to my stomach.
i finally just gave up and laid back down as i was about to walk out the door.
i figured if i just slept for another hour or so it would go away.
so i fell asleep and didn't wake up until like 11:30.
i felt a ( Read more... )

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart ( Read more... )