I wish to gods I knew what to say that could possibly be comforting and appropriate, hon. All I know is that you are a beautiful soul and I care about you lots. Should you ever want to talk, I am available to lend an ear, im, email, anything.
i don't know you at all so i hope this doesn't make you upset. i just wanted to say that i also lost my mother to cancer when i was younger. it must be so raw for you now and i think the fact that you are functioning at all shows a lot of strength. the rawness does start to dull after a while, but last month i went to visit my mum at the cemetery for her 20th anniversary, and no matter what anyone says, the pain is still there. You will learn to live with it. you learn ways to cope and move on without leaving her out of your life. but give yourself all the time you need to grieve and never stop talking to her. i apologise if i've invaded here, please tell me to rack off if you want.
part of something my sister once wrote: part 1: sun sparkled tears the sun cried sparkled tears into the black pools of endless cosmic holes/ my legend grips hold at the dusk preceding the seventh millenium time range/ i feel old like i’ve lived a hundred years already despite i’ve just begun/ the script of truth holds all the answers of questions yet unasked/ we’re all stuck “in the beginning” never yet surpassed/ i’m in a bad place now/ derivative of the tree of the meshing of good and bad/ have you learnt your lesson yet all hours long playing with those damn transformers/ it’s a universal game/ life is a quest/ have you wondered upon what it is you are seeking/ from the city of angel droppings/ i’m gonna be ok/ we’re all gonna be ok/ sparkled teardrops shining on/ on and on and on we all go to the merry-go-round/ refine the world closer to the state of originate femininity/ perfection is very near to you/ do you want to join the races of non-idealist/ or do you want to be yourself
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I wish to gods I knew what to say that could possibly be comforting and appropriate, hon. All I know is that you are a beautiful soul and I care about you lots. Should you ever want to talk, I am available to lend an ear, im, email, anything.
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i just wanted to say that i also lost my mother to cancer when i was younger. it must be so raw for you now and i think the fact that you are functioning at all shows a lot of strength. the rawness does start to dull after a while, but last month i went to visit my mum at the cemetery for her 20th anniversary, and no matter what anyone says, the pain is still there. You will learn to live with it. you learn ways to cope and move on without leaving her out of your life. but give yourself all the time you need to grieve and never stop talking to her.
i apologise if i've invaded here, please tell me to rack off if you want.
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part 1: sun sparkled tears
the sun cried sparkled tears into the black pools of endless cosmic holes/ my legend grips hold at the dusk preceding the seventh millenium time range/ i feel old like i’ve lived a hundred years already despite i’ve just begun/ the script of truth holds all the answers of questions yet unasked/ we’re all stuck “in the beginning” never yet surpassed/ i’m in a bad place now/ derivative of the tree of the meshing of good and bad/ have you learnt your lesson yet all hours long playing with those damn transformers/ it’s a universal game/ life is a quest/ have you wondered upon what it is you are seeking/ from the city of angel droppings/ i’m gonna be ok/ we’re all gonna be ok/ sparkled teardrops shining on/ on and on and on we all go to the merry-go-round/ refine the world closer to the state of originate femininity/ perfection is very near to you/ do you want to join the races of non-idealist/ or do you want to be yourself
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