next time: it's going to be nothing but blood oranges and bare feet. clearly there shall be the sea, and I'll hang shells from my windows with small green plants falling out. I won't accept anything without color except the sky when it rains. but even then it looks as though it's making faces ( Read more... )

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dementia and early alheizmers. alcohol withdrawal. perhaps I do have a predisposition for drinking to much. he thinks he sees snakes from the television wires. they ask "where are you?" and he says MMCohns, (across the street), Arkadelphia, St Louis, Excelsoir Springs... my grandfather is well traveled in that ICU room. we're still waiting to ( Read more... )

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I upset my mom by upsetting my dad because my grandmother upset me. so now I have to learn to put on a braver face, ALL the time, and not just around my mom, which apparently I'm not doing a good enough job of anyways ( Read more... )

( thursday I don't care about you )

it's

not

fair

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the average life span of inoperable brain tumors after breast cancer is a year and a half. my mother will have had her brain tumor (approx. golf ball sized) for a year in july. the doctor today pronounced it essentially incurable, but suggested we target the tumors in her spine in an effort to lessen the pain and thus build strength again, from ( Read more... )