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[rose_quickleaf]

Busy busy busy. I hate life, everyone runs around like chickens with their heads cut off. Sheesh. Anyways, yeah, I am okay I suppose. Little blah because I just broke the heart of someone I care very dearly about because I am sick of the online bullshit. But hey... it could be worse, right? I could hate him, but I don't. He prolly hates me though,

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I say...

[the_twin_mask]

Amen to that!

The Mask

Re: I say...

[destinys_fool]

Yes, pat is right. My feeling is that people are stroetyping americans without putting any thought behind their hate for americans. I do not hate all americans, and i do hate most governments. some of my family is american! And no, no one deserved to die in 9/11.

[slade_quickleaf]

Kate I've told you time and again that I'll Never hate you. But this time IF you decide to come back to me, Don't bother, I've had enough Pain from you. I don't intend this Message to be hurtful, though it probably will be, I've known you now for nearly 8 years, 4 of those years involved us getting together for almost a month then you breaking up with me because you got scared, Each time different, be it breaking up or cheating on me then after nearly two weeks when I've already learned of it you tell me its over, Each time Hurt, Each time more than the last, Yet I keep taking you back when you came to me, Each time I gave myself to you in hopes that perhaps it might be different, You're right, we should wake up and see how horrible life really is, Or perhaps we should wake up and quit making out lives horrible and DO something to make it better, I tried my all and then some to continue our relationship, when you told me a few weeks back that you were scared, that you nearly broke up with me I stayed by your side regardless of the

[megan_mackay]

yeah, if you really really really want to be emotionless.....

it doesn't work. someone always gets under your skin. believe me, i spent years trying to close everyone off. it didnt' work. but the work adn school angle really does work. i would also suggest some really strenuous exercise to beat out the sexual frustration! :P

megan

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[rose_quickleaf]

LOL thanks for the tip. And I know it won't work, I'll just end up burning myself out, but I just try to keep busy. I still feel what I did was for the best. On both our parts. But eh, I can't do anything about the way I hurt him. And I really do feel bad about it, because I love him dearly. But it was a fantasy that probly would never happen. But hey, once again, thanks for the tip ;)

[junubee]

Or toys, you can't ever forget toys.

You don't have any toys, do you Megan? We'll have to fix that.