In reply to Artem:

[rose_red]

I realised this was getting to long and to much about me for it really to make sense to post as a comment to Artem

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[nostalgisk_sang]

You're missing the point. I'm not talking about groups and relationships that were formed over years of working together, just as I'm not talking about constructuve criticism, but incessant gossip and critical deconstruction about one another when no one's around. Do you have any idea how much criticism happens behind people's backs

[rose_red]

Maybe I am missing alot of what's going on. No one seems to want to tell me things. So I don't no how much criticism happens behind people's backs then. I hear, and see, and feel people feeling disliked but I don't notice anyone disliking. I hear no sort of spiteful criticism, just fear and hurt

[rose_red]

"I don't think this is as idyllic or happy as you're making it out to be. Certainly, we have good friendships going on, but dammit we're also a cast, and as Eleanor says so often, "as long as I don't give you a note it's fine." I find that thoroughly counter-productive."

Just re-read this, I don't really get what you're saying at all.

[nostalgisk_sang]

You're right. I'm confused also.

[_pinkvanity]

oh, gosh. are you majoring in theatre at queen's? that's probably a stupid question, but i just stumbled across your journal by accident - actually, not so much by accident because i was definitely looking for ljs belonging to queen's students. i'm in grade 12 and i would love to study at queen's and i'm applying there this year ... anyway, i want to studying theatre and possibly minor in film studies. would it be alright if i added you??? if it's not, just let me know. thanks!

[rose_red]

Definately add me. I'm majoring in drama at Queen's (sort of). Good luck with your university applications.