for all who take the time to read this, I thank thee.

[rose_red_tears]

Lately everything, and everyone have been pissing me off. People have just gotten extremely annoying and I'm sick and tired of all of their bullshit. They spread it around and I quite frankly don't want to deal with it. I feel extremely alone. Though there are people all around me, I just don't feel like socializing with any of them. I don't

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[bitee_mee]

i know how you feel about the "eveybody is annoying you thing" that happens to me sometimes. and i end up snapping on ppl that i dont mean to. ppl and thier shit is just so tiring sometimes. i dont really know what to tell you about the whole Jon thing. Just that guys are always as sentimental as girls. and sometimes they dont realize what they are doing is effecting you. i too quit dance. i danced for 10 years though. i sorta lost interest in it, and was sick of the ppl who went there. plus i slowly watched the dance steps become more and more slutty and didnt want to participate in it. i do miss it kind of. i understand how you are scared to meet new ppl. that is exactly how i feel about joining track. i dont wanna be treated oddly by others on the team so i am not even going ot bother joining, i dont think, i just dont feel like having to deal w/ a coach and other team members if i end up sucking. yea so, thats about it. i hope things get better for you though. =]

- Amanda

[___slowsong]

I love dancing so much. I have been doing it for five years, this is my sixth and I quit everything except jazz and I miss it so much. You should go back into it next year if it's something you like doing. And don't worry about meeting new people and being judged.
I always do something wrong and I assume everything is judging me or thinking things about me but then someone else will do something very similar and I will think nothing of it so I just decided that if I don't notice they probably don't either. That made no sense, but what I mean is do dance if you enjoy it and I doubt anyone will judge you :]
And the whole Jon thing, I know what you mean. Like if someone says they love talking to you and then never calls or never IMs you first, it gets very annoying <3

[storie_ofa_grl]

everyone has times where everyone and everything annoys them ...
and yea its stupid how guys can be like i love you but not do anything about it!
guys are stupid in general.
if you love dancing then you should do it again! never give up something you lovee <33