well today I'm dpressed my mom and my dad are being HUGE assholes..I'm to tired to eeven argue back I really dont care -sigh- today all I had was a medium coke and half a glass of water and a couple bite of a chiken sandwhich..I'm doing better I think I'm going to pass out.. I feel light headed..righ now I hope I do, I hopet they don't find me and ( Read more... )

( does it look like I've gained or lost wieght -sigh-? )

my mother is being HUGELY annoying she's stoped with her..your getting cubby remarks.and I think I'd actually perfer that ,now..she keeps trying to offer me food...everytime I eat now..its no loner"hvmmm someone going to get a bit chubby eh?"...no now its.."is that all your going to eat?".."your not trying to loss wieght are you?" its annoying .. ( Read more... )

who like my new hair cut? yay I do O_o


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whoot have to get get ready to go get my hair cut soon...
I couldn't sleep again last night..whats it been a week
or so sence I've gotten a nights rest..yes well anyway on the pictures..


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toatle cal intake..1518,SO FAR!!! talk about f*cking binging its offical I'm wortheless...I can already for see whats going to happen and sure it starts out 85..maybe 86 pounds today...BUT WHAT NEXT? how far am I willing to push this..and how do I know I'm not on some site like this...people staring at me...sickened by me..as I sit here unaware of ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHH have I gotten fatter YES yes i have ( Read more... )

( pictures of me from yesterday )

rawr ;) I feel so...FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol and cunfuzzledmentness! uh yeah I had four types of liquir in this starberry daquri...TASTED NASTY..but when I was drinking it everything was all like..there O_o

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