fuck that. I'm still sick. That was bullshit. I hate this more than anything, i feel so horrible and I'm so done feeling horrible ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting better... maybe...

Knock on wood.

im sick... with a fever, my results aren't back from the blood test.

Anna is sick too, same thing i think. ahh this sucks.

when i get better, it's off to see anna and jasmine <3

Dying my hair, piercing my nose ... paradise haha i can't wait.

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1. Anna ( Read more... )

I went to the doctors today, I don't have strep... but the bad thing is that they don't know what I have.

I'm getting a bloodtest later.... ew i hate them sooo much so i got perscribed valium haha, randommm. But i'm not gonna take them...

ahhh I want to be bettter now! Hopefully I will be soon.

Im sick.... like ALWAYS. What the fuck is wrong with me... like acutally i think i have a problem.

I have a fever... and my throat hurts... i think i have strep... i want this to go NOW.

IM ISS ANNA. a lot.

I got a new laptop... my own, im using it right now... its awesome

Jules and joey are leaving... who knows.

Somebody, explain to me... why this always happends.

So i guess I'm a horrible person.

I suck at everything.

I treat people like shit

And all in all I'm horrible, everything about me is disgusting and bad. I suck.

finally, they're leaving. I'm so happy. I need to not think about them anymore.