LLAMA!!!

[rosebud0380]

i just had the best weekend at home. it was so great. i really miss my mom and family a lot, and i never realize how much i do until i get there and realize that my mom and aunt are my best friends in the whole world :) i hung out at mike's house with wes chandy and jenn and cj and we had some good clean fun lol i watched the play this weird

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hey

[blinkchic816]

Rosie I remember when Sean died, I cried leaving every single mass I went to for - literally - three months. I couldn't help it. The church's atmosphere was so peaceful, somber, calm, serene, funereal ... it just reminded me so much of a burial service. And the fact that it was around Christmastime didn't help at all. I remember crying so much during the Christmas Eve mass when, as I sat in my pew, I gazed around the crowded cultural center and saw happy families together, everyone all dressed up, people being so friendly and warm, and lots of little kids running around talking excitedly about Santa Claus and presents. The whole scene made me think about Marcy spending the holiday alone, her first Christmas without her only children, who were taken from her not even two weeks before. It didn't feel right to be surrounded by cheerful people celebrating the year's most joyous season