this sucks

back at school again. it was so much harder to leave him this time, knowing how long it's gonna be till i get to see him again. atleast i have him...i'm lucky at that. dan after three weekends, alice and mommy and daddy after two. and i'm up for another stressful week (altho not as bad as last week) since i have a business write up due on thurs. i ( Read more... )

i had my first tour ever today. it went so well. they applauded for me when i was done and one parent came up to me afterwards just to say how great he thought i did. made me feel good. the downside is i spent so much time talking to that parent and other students that i got done too late to make my class, what with having to come back to my room ( Read more... )

i'm back at school. this was by far the best time coming back up here. i didn't feel defeated and apathetic like i usually do...but i'm also going home on friday. it's just...difficult. so much of what's important to me is home...and yet i'm not there ( Read more... )

went to the doctor today. wasn't fun. i won't get results before tuesday she said. she also said she'd call me so i'd know right away. she told me too much stuff i shouldn't have to worry about yet. and there was the bleeding...like that shouldn't make me nervous ( Read more... )

nahoum and brian got nerf guns...aw dammit

just kidding...my test results won't be ready for awhile. weeks maybe. well that sucks..a lot

i'm supposed to be coming home on friday. that would've worked out well if today ryan hadn't suddenly mentioned that he can't actually bring me home. hopefully mallory can do it. otherwise, i'm a little bit screwed. i'm so pissed at him right now. i'm tired and achy, i'm not sure they're good things. i go back to the doctor for tests on the 15. ( Read more... )

so...alice is getting a new car...well a new used car. i am extremely jealous. i'm all types of jealous...and now i want to look for my car even more. i want a car that i can drive up here so much. and i'd really like if i didn't have to buy it myself...but we all know that won't happen. i need to go to bed. i didn't do my business homework...but ( Read more... )

i am horrible and walking. while coming home from rehearsal last night, i walked over some ice and then proceded to fall flat on my ass. well i actually fell on my lower back and wrists. so now i've got a sore left wrist, and bruised lower back and my right wrist...well, ben had some silly idea about taking me to the hospital...but we know i don't ( Read more... )