I’m about five minuets from pulling out all of my hair and dragging a razorblade strongly over my skin.

I suck at life and I’m having a bit of a nervous breakdown. And whats better? I’m going to let down my dad and I wasted 15000 bucks. I need a drink…. No I need to sleep…. I need to put myself because this will pass…

I hope…

Just fuck me

Muusic thing Stolen from Erin

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

What does next year have in store for me?
Chrome Plated Heart … well that’s inspiring

What's my love life like?
I don’t really like you …. -.-

What do I say when life gets hard? Maybe I ( Read more... )

New lay out! woot woot ! sexy Trashy life girls Twigg and Zui!

http://trashylife.buzznet.com/user/video/play/73729/

I am not: your normal average everyday girl ( Read more... )

Aleixs --

[adjective]:

Extremely extreme!

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Lexis --

[noun]:

A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Lindz --

[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' ( Read more... )

There is a feeling when I finish a book, no matter then ending be it happy or sad, when I feel the deepest seeds of grief burrowing into my chest and tearing out my heart. Like someone I loved has died and I’ll never get to see them again, and I don’t know how I’ll cope. And even if the book makes me cry harder then I have in months there is also a ( Read more... )

i've decied i'm going to start writting a again. i havn't writtin anything original or for myself in almost 3 years but now at 3:50 in the moring while ican't sleep i'm makins a resolution to at least try.

i already have a few working titles i've been thinking about:
Destination ___________ ( Read more... )

Application for friendship - i'm in a mood what can i say :P APPLY! NOW ( Read more... )

Please do this for me

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Alexis-darling