So earlier today I was debating on whether to drive to Martin or not. I wanted to see Summer, but it was dark and I really did not want to stay in the apartment alone. I hate staying here alone, especailly when it's cold and I'm really scared. I even turned around when I got halfway because I didn't want to stay alone, but I had promised Summer I'd ( Read more... )

So, today, I felt like I did a lot, but really can't say that I accomplished much. I doodled nearly all day, watched some t.v., walked 3 miles, cooked lunch and dinner....and, yea, that's about it. haha. Oh, well. I have a few more days of laziness, eh ( Read more... )

..........i can't sleep. i never need to take any more naps!

I really feel good. I feel good about what this new year's bringing to me. I am finding strength in new sources and happiness in dark places. I really don't know where it's all coming from, but I'm so thankful for it all ( Read more... )

after searching around on youtube.com, I came across this video of a girl telling of her new resolution of writing in her diary on a daily basis in the year 2006. She gave her website, dearcrissy.com, and I'm completely inspired. I've never been able to find someone's artwork that compares to mine, but hers definitely does. At least, I feel that ( Read more... )

I'm going to make this a productive day (well, rest of the day considering I got up at 12:30).
Eat breakfast.
Wash Reese.
Clean up and net.
Walk.
Lunch.
Clean Room.
Order contacts.
Visit grandma.
Supper with Gma.

yeah, that's my list so far.

I can't figure out crap on this livejournal thing. Maybe I"m just not using that certain part of the brain that is used for things like this? Or maybe it's that I've had my focus on those new Soduko puzzles. They're freakin' addicting. I can't quit. I've been doing those darn things all day. gah ( Read more... )

blah, blah, blah. A new year is here...and now that I've been home for 2 weeks now, I've really realized I've become FAT. Not chubby, or gained a few pounds, but FAT. It's ridiculous. I know that my clothes were fitting tighter, but I never realized how much I had gained until recently. So, like the rest of the world, my new year's resolution is to ( Read more... )

One week down, three to go..:) No, just joking. Seriously though, life has been really good this past week. I've been really busy with family and church, but what better than to spend the holidays with people you love? Hmm, to sum up the past week ( Read more... )

Christmas break's almost here and I"m super pumped about it. I'm ready to sleep on the couch, dog by my side, and not have to worry about getting up for classes or going to meetings, work, etc. I'm ready for a break. I NEED a break. Blah, school sucks right now. I haven't had any time to go out with friends for more than two hours or so. I'm ready ( Read more... )