Kitsune524: over my stay at Centre, I have begin to notice that I have a superiority complex
Kitsune524: probably mostly because of Wyoming
Kitsune524: so when I do not "suceed" better than others, I flip out
ReiLuvsMayhem: i se
ReiLuvsMayhem: e
Kitsune524: and I am beginning to think that the big reason I want to be a proffessor is so I can finally be placed in the rhelm of intellectuals
Kitsune524: and won't be part of the "system", you know
ReiLuvsMayhem: hmmm
ReiLuvsMayhem: the system meanign what
ReiLuvsMayhem: the avg person?
Kitsune524: this has a lot to do with my experience as being the dumb one in the group for years
Kitsune524: idunno
Kitsune524: part of the majority, messing up the earth with our average intelligence
Kitsune524: the world is run by B- students
ReiLuvsMayhem: hmm
ReiLuvsMayhem: maybe
ReiLuvsMayhem: id just try to curb ur feelings a bit
Kitsune524: how do I do that?
ReiLuvsMayhem: i realized i am alot smater than people here
ReiLuvsMayhem: i mean those who come from not great hs ect
ReiLuvsMayhem: that just part of it was my luck
ReiLuvsMayhem: and part is just natural ability
Kitsune524: I go to school with mostly Kentuckians
ReiLuvsMayhem: just remember that its differences
Kitsune524: I should being doing better than this
ReiLuvsMayhem: ur smarter
Kitsune524: no I am not
Kitsune524: thats the problem
ReiLuvsMayhem: but doesnt make u better
ReiLuvsMayhem: yeah u are
Kitsune524: it's like wyoming all over again
Kitsune524: I dont think i am better
ReiLuvsMayhem: in some ways u prolly dont realize
Kitsune524: yeah I dont
Kitsune524: i am dong so badly here
ReiLuvsMayhem: how bad?
ReiLuvsMayhem: c bad?
Kitsune524: yes
ReiLuvsMayhem: yea
Kitsune524: my school won't acceot Ds
Kitsune524: so I am barely passing
ReiLuvsMayhem: my grades are wavering as well
ReiLuvsMayhem: just gotta figure out how to manage it
ReiLuvsMayhem: theres a method to passing any course well
ReiLuvsMayhem: and for some things the timing just sucks
ReiLuvsMayhem: u cant do well bc of other things
ReiLuvsMayhem: ive noticed this
ReiLuvsMayhem: alot lately
ReiLuvsMayhem: just try to change ur study methods a bit...
ReiLuvsMayhem: not for all things
Kitsune524: what do you mean "u can't do well bc of other things?"
ReiLuvsMayhem: other schoolwork
ReiLuvsMayhem: other things on ur mind
Kitsune524: ahh
ReiLuvsMayhem: spending time elsewhere
ReiLuvsMayhem: doing other things
ReiLuvsMayhem: u just get busy w people
Kitsune524: so i need to stop doing other things?
ReiLuvsMayhem: and things slip
ReiLuvsMayhem: no
ReiLuvsMayhem: just adjust things
ReiLuvsMayhem: if its ur tests ...
ReiLuvsMayhem: then focus on looking at how ur teachers teach for each class u need to improve in
Kitsune524: hmmm
Kitsune524: ok
ReiLuvsMayhem: the things they focus on
Kitsune524: makes sense
ReiLuvsMayhem: i went fron a 77
ReiLuvsMayhem: to a 95
ReiLuvsMayhem: in psych
ReiLuvsMayhem: bc i used note cards instead of just reading my notes
Kitsune524: hmmm
Kitsune524: ok
Kitsune524: thank you so much
ReiLuvsMayhem: little changes can do alot
ReiLuvsMayhem: and if its ur hw
ReiLuvsMayhem: look at how u do it ...
ReiLuvsMayhem: if ur distracted and cant say what u mean ...
ReiLuvsMayhem: or u dont know the material lik u think and dont use it while doing the work
Kitsune524: ok
ReiLuvsMayhem: after major breakdown i had to think of all this stuff cuz i got way behind and was overloaded
Kitsune524: its almost all reading and papers for me
ReiLuvsMayhem: stuff has been really crazy here
ReiLuvsMayhem: just try little things