Wtf. why do i feel sooo emo. >_> not emo as in WAH, RAZOR. but emotional. like. Deeeeeep thoughts. Shit. I'm watching SuperJail most random excuse for violence and transgenders ( Read more... )

Why the hell do I care what these people think. Their opinion of me won't matter in the years to come. We will most likely lose touch anyway ( Read more... )

I hold you above the water. Countless times I save you from drowning in your own juvenile stupidity. You try to pull me down with you. I just let go. You look at me confused as you fall into nothingness. Maybe when you open your eyes on the other side, you'll realize. I don't live for you.

I'm nervous. It's complicated. Living for the moment isn't ( Read more... )

I gave you the world and you ran with it. For years I catch your tears. When will your hear mine over yours?

Stalled on cleaning my room by watching Style and the life story and upbringing of Destiny Hope "Miley" Cyrus. Interesting. Then Jonas Brothers.
This weekend was fun. A good distraction from reality.

Went out and hung out with Jamis this ( Read more... )

I feel the need to write. I feel like there are things I must say, things I feel I should make known, but I do not know what those words are. I do not know where I would begin or how I would follow. I listen to Bolero over and over. This song is so beautiful. I feel contemplative. I do not know how else to explain it. I'm not happy or excited. I'm ( Read more... )

He takes a sip, wraps his arm around your shoulder. Looks you in the eyes, whispers sweet things into your ear. Says funny things to make you smile. Makes you feel special. Looks at you special. Lies spill out of his slobbering lips that could overpass the speed limit of the interstate. Smooth talker under that smokey facade. He throws a blanket ( Read more... )

I find it can be terrifying. An element of fear in one's mind. Fear changes you. Pulls you down from your proud tower. Turns you from a king to a common animal. A beast. Cowering. Can you feel the darkness? Cloud your brain as it devours you. You can't think can you? A second! God just give me a second! ONE MORE BLOODY SECOND ( Read more... )

i missed school today... missed the bus. But i woke up and cleaned.. o,o had a huge urge to CLEAN. which hits me once in a blue moon. Later I got a text for my horoscope. it said that today I would want to clean and organize. I was like WHOA. how. interesting. Ok. So I went to Renny's Saturday after my volunteer work at SPAS. I got to watch her ( Read more... )

Senior project bit me in the ass on day numero uno. It let go today and hopefully will stay that way. I've been out of sorts for a while, unable to place emotions. Been in that position before I'm sure. I would figure that senior year would have been the best out of all four. They all seemingly sucked in one way or another. Hating myself in ( Read more... )

Today was the first day back to school ( Read more... )