I know I made another journal to talk about certain...issues, but I can't keep it straight so I'm giving up on the other. I know I have personal friends on this list but if you don't know me by now there's a small problem ( Read more... )

I hate sounding emo.
I hate being angsty.
I hate being selfish.
I'm pathetic.
I'm a lot of other things too but thats another story.

I hate sounding emo.
I hate being angsty.
I hate being selfish.
I'm pathetic.
I'm a lot of other things too but thats another story.
I'm just tired. I haven't slept in 4 days.
Yet I feel like thats all I've done [sleep ( Read more... )

Ok--so after lots of thought and considerations I've started a ROUGH draft for my new years resolutions.
(Rough because I know I won't follow 90% of it)

1. Complete my photography portfolio and begin applying as an apprentice.
                  -40% completed
2. Create a modeling portfolio. (My manager has been trying to get me do it this for a while)
            ( Read more... )

Guys drive me nuts (no offense to any guys watching me) :P
First off is my boyfriend.
I'm not going to get into details because it would take for-EVER. So this will sound weird and probably not make any sense.

Last night we were hanging out and he was super tired. He started to fall asleep but was trying to keep himself awake for "my sake".
Anyway, ( Read more... )

Back after a three month haitus ( Read more... )

HIATUS

Until Further Notice

Hello. I am back for today at least. lol.
Because I am cool-I have to brag.
Yesterday I consumed 181 calories. Not bad for someone who hasn't restricted in 2 1/2 years.
Today I have already consumed 310 calories but today is my 400c day. 2468 diet.
Freedieting.com
Height: 5'8"/68"
Gender: Female
Weight: 116lbs
Weight Maintenance: 1627cal/day Fat Loss: ( Read more... )

Hey sorry I haven't been commenting lately. I will get to it soon I promise. Between school and hw, my parents and my lack of job there has been a lot of stress in my life lately. I usually get on here to update really quick and its usually a question or quick rant. Which is precisely what this is. I am going to the gym for an hour or two right ( Read more... )

Ok...so you know all that crap about supermodels being 'super' skinny?
I know there are some. Don't get me wrong.
But I need some pictures of them. Famous ones, not the no-names with rib bones for a torso.
I searched a few random ones that popped into my head first.
IE: Heidi Klum, Gisele Bundchen, Niki Taylor, Tyra Banks, Stephanie Seymour, Cindy ( Read more... )

Sooo as life goes on today did too.
Recap of my oh-so-[not]exciting day.
8am: I woke up [ohhh-ahhh]
10am: drove to school [hold the applause please]
11am: went to sculpture class [ok now you can clap....silence]
140pm: class ended [...]
150pm: went to drawing class [ohhhhh ahhhh]
400pm: class ended [...]
415pm: went to photography lab [yawn]
500pm: class ( Read more... )