About my family in Russian --I am going to talk about my family. It is neither big nor small. In our family, we have my father, my mom, my sister and I. We live in a comfortable, small house in Colorado ( Read more... )

Я говорю о моей семье. Она ни большая ни маленькая. В нашей семье, у нас мама, отец, моя сестра, и я. Мы живём в уютном, маленьком доме в Колорадо ( Read more... )

You know, I was going to update with, something... anything.

But now, I don't even care enough. And I guess that kinda sums up how I feel about a lot of things lately. I just don't care enough.

I feel mechanical.

I feel awful.

Sabrina and I went out into the rain. We went down to the Dell (the amphitheatre) and stripped down to our undergarments, and goofed around. We got soaked, my feet got muddy, and it was absolutely freezing.

It was splendid. Exhilerating. Those moments are what life is all about.

Things I will not and am not allowed to do tonight until I have worked on my paper a satisfactory amount ( Read more... )

Happy 18th Birthday, me!

In religion today, our professor was talking about how Hindus view nature as compared to the way that people of our Transcendental movement viewed nature. He quoted an Emerson poem in which Emerson said that "nature never wears a mean face." The professor used that quote to back up his statement that Transcendental authors though of nature as ( Read more... )

I'm long overdue for an update -- a real update that talks about something productive and relative to my life and maybe yours as well ( Read more... )

Awhile ago, I made some magnetic poems.

full mean day
head high
fight
break bust hurt
fail
horrible life
too long lately
why
cry

who are you
out every night
not home
how come
go get shot
only then
learn

There's another one on the heater. I don't remember if I wrote it. I don't think I did...

Back at RMWC.

Cool and uncool. Maybe, when I have more energy tomorrow, I shall take a leaf out of Matt's book and make a list of both sides.

<3

I wish I had had more time.