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[rosewhipped]

There are so many things I've said that did not help and so many things that i would like to say but feel they're just useless. I spent a lot of this evening rereading journal entries. Generally from June on, none of my own, because i've read them enough but those from a few select people. I even read comments. "Twas quite the chore and i still

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[quellers]

i want to stay up all hours of the night hp-theorizing and hang out at playgrounds again, but i guess that would mean reverting back to 14-15 year olds

[caeruleus_draco]

I think it has a lot to do with the fact that no one wants to poke around the silly little wounds that just won't heal. I agree though, go with what you have and make the best of it is such a cliche but it's true

and you both realize that I will never let you poof from my life. I was dead serious that no matter what I will keep in touch. It may be silly to cling to people from the past but I don't find it to be so.

[rosewhipped]

HP theorizing is good, but i don't fit on triangle park's swings anymore.

please don't assume that i did not read your journal over the summer, because i did only without commenting.

i can't help but care even if you don't. hating yourself is a waste of time, but it's something i'm having trouble finding reasons not to. I know i waste my time already, that's sort of what the post was about.

I'm done taking responsibility. Everytime i do, i get hurt again, but i don't think i'm a victim, there is no victim.

Unless i decide to kick someone in the face.