i think im just gunna hafta not even care about him because it just doesn't matter and its not like i can do anything about it and so its alright. it just doesn't matter. my 16th b-day is in 6 days and i cant wait to jump out of that plain. is gunna be fukin awsome.
ok, so i dont know what to think now. i mean, its not like hes single. so i guess i will just stay back. but i know that wont work because when i get to see him, i'll be like i always am when i hella like someone, and we could kiss again....is it bad that i hope so?