its been six days since ive talked to my dad. what an ass. what if i died (god forbid). well see whos talking then.

if ive learned anything from my parents, it would be to keep my feelings to myself and to never ever write in a journal.

i miss my boyfriend.

prom is annoying

okay, i didnt get into san diego either.

i didnt get into ucla.
but i did get into uci.
i am waiting for ucsd
berkeley
stanford
usc
and columbia.
well see what happens.

i just realized that i used to have orange hair =X

even though rameen wants to break up ( Read more... )

my grandpa died when winter break started. so i had to fly over to chicago to attend the funeral. my relatives were reminiscing about the times they had spent with him. and i was kinda there just listing contently. i had no real memories with him. he lived in illinois and i lived here in california. it weird because they made me make a eulogy ( Read more... )

Sometimes at night, I go outside and stare at the stars. I usually look for constellations, the ones I pretend to know. Other times I just wish on them and hope my wishes come true ( Read more... )

after having the worst weekend in the world, my dad comes up to me at the end of the day and says "cramming again huh?" i got so annoyed when he said that because 1)i had to go to a pointless beach clean up at a beach that barely needs cleaning on a saturday morning 2)my parents complain about how i never study, and when i DO have a chance to ( Read more... )