i have tonsilitis in my left tonsil. its really great. especially when i cough up balls of blood/pussrank. infact, i feel so attractive i could do a catwalk and everyone would love me, or instead i could put my tonsils on the catwalk and they'd become supermodeltonsils. and my horrible boss made me work all day, didnt let me go home even though i ( Read more... )

today i saw about 6 things that i really really want. one of them is an amazing amazing white bag which i must have. another is pink/yellow/turquoise fishnet tights. another is a yellow belt. but those can wait until i get paid. fishnet style tops are going to be out before i can say mr monkeyface. i tell no lies ( Read more... )

feeling exhausted after multiple nights of no sleepness and general stuff to do in the daytimes. no time for lie-ins ( Read more... )

well...my mum came to visit today from her 5 weeks holidays, and she bought me a part of an old fence. which was exactly what i wanted ( Read more... )

i did a test today at college that basically told me i was really paranoid and worried all the time and wasnt able to control my worry. i dont think this is true. infact, i consider myself to be reasonably well balanced when it comes to dealing with stressful situations, i might moan and shout and stuff, but i deal with it! stupid tests like that ( Read more... )

( rant. skip if you please. )

after 2 years of having my mums tape deck thing i finally managed to wire it up properly to my amp just now. took a while but im feeling a bit sentimental listening to tapes recorded off the radio of "shout-outs" to me and my friends. its a bit special. and i found a tape of my gcse music project, made me think i shouldve taken my grade 8 piano ( Read more... )

my face goes uncontrollably red at the sight of someone i fancy. and its really awful. really really awful.

p.s. like my use of coloured text? thanks.

flourescent silhouette floating overhead ( Read more... )

i must make this brief as i gotta go to work.

went to matt's party last night at the funky buddha in mayfair (matt is producer of top of the pops - nice gay man) with jamie, sam, lucy, anders, david and some other beautiful select models. infact. jamie is the fittest person i have ever ever ever seen in my life. but oh well. and..........drank ( Read more... )