exam-time makes me feel like a loser..

[rosiexriveter]

so depressing. everyone in the universe is currently studying for their exams this week, and therefore not available to hang out with kelly. i wish i could figure out how to work full-time on a crazy schedule and somehow pay for and have time for school. i like starbucks but i really don't want to do it forever. i think i have already far surpassed

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[girldelirium]

i feel the same about work and school. i want to go back and finish, but right now i am in no place finacially to do that. and along with that goes times. grr.
ive been off anti-depressants for 3 years now and i know sometimes i have really rough roads but i enjoy myself more now than i did when i was on them. plus, they caused me to do some really stupid shit that i wouldn't have done if i had just been my normal crazy self. long story, lol. but true.
good luck! xo.

[rosiexriveter]

i love not the freedom that goes along with not living with my parents, as well as the whole not fighting with them constantly, but it seems like maybe i missed my chance to go to school due to moving out too early. sadness..
i'm holding off a little while on the anti-depressants, for those same reasons..i hope i can go through this bad patch without giving in. maybe i can at least sqeeze some decent poetry out of this!