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[rosiexriveter]

another odd couple of days. i had this huge explosive conversation with james last night, where i started saying all kinds of weird stuff that didn't seem true at all until i said it. sometimes you can convince yourself of anything. i am the master of creating problems out of nothing, and seeing the bad in what seems to be good. i know it's

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[girldelirium]

i am the master of creating problems out of nothing

i'm pretty fuckin good at doing that too. in fact last night i started a sorta argument with heather (and i say sorta b/c she doesn't argue back) over really silly little things that shouldn't matter so much when i know nothing is wrong with our relationship. and then i just end up feeling like a complete bitch for bringing it up and being all sad about it. *sigh*

i always say that i wish i could cut myself open so that people could see inside me, and that way they could see my feelings and thoughts and i wouldn't have to explain them all the time.

i think we'd make fabulous real time friends. just an observation.

[rosiexriveter]

thank you!
i wish i could stop making up things to argue about...james has been putting up with that for six years now, i can't believe he's not run off yet!
i think you would definitely be a fabulous real time friend. i really need to get over my fear of driving to dallas!

[girldelirium]

its not so bad really! seriously, you live in euless right? just take 183 (i think, lol) toward dallas, that will spits you right out on to 35 and from there you can go anywhere in dallas. i drive that way home from my sister's house in NRH. i know its scary and all at first, but after you've done it once, you're a seasoned pro pretty much. :D
but i completely understand being nervous about driving because every time i have to drive some where new and i dont know exactly where to go, i totally freak out. even if its here in dallas (which i claim to know so well. ahahaha, right!).
anyway, email me sometime. maybe we can hang out and have coffee..er, or, something. i dont know.

[lazaruslady]

I seem to also be quite skilled at creating problems out of nothing; in fact, sometimes I feel like it is my profession.

I would really like to be your friend, no matter how high maintanance you are. You have helped me quite a bit, and I would like to return the favors.

I guess what I'm saying is... unload on me all you want. You can email me at: ambereyessparkle@yahoo.com, or comment in my journal. I would really be honored to listen. ♥

[rosiexriveter]

thank you so much! it's really strange, but i already feel like you understand better than most of the friends i've had here. i will definitely email you if you think your up for my fabricated drama..