Well, he's made it... overcame obstacles and worked his way onto this television show. 
We spoke for the last time for a month in a half last night.  Hasn't sunken in yet, fully, and I'm still expecting texts from him.  It'll take a few days before I really realize how much this blows.

In the meantime I'm keeping a notebook for him, with tidbits ( Read more... )

Do you think there will ever be world peace?

Not with this country's superiority complex and sense of greed.
Capitalism needs to go out the window.

NOW ON TO MY WANTS.
Kidding. Kind of.But people always find a reason to fight each other, they always have, and so many people think they always will. I'd like to think that we can find a way to ( Read more... )

On the plane, headed back to California. This trip was far too short. I need him back in my life for good. I love him terribly unhealthily; whenever I am with him I am more actively paranoid about infidelities I have no particular grounds to suspect him for (only partially true), and he does a terrible job of reassuring me ( Read more... )

Stolen from dreamsofpaprika!

the squares.
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Guess who learned to knit on Thursday? That's right, it was me, and I took to it like a sea serpent to the deeps. Awesome ( Read more... )

How long have you had your best friend?

Am I the only one that feels guilty about having more than one "best friend?" Because I have more than one, and I do definitely feel guilty about it-- I think each of them should have my full and undivided devotion, feel exclusively special, yet of course they cannot ( Read more... )

New laptop.
Life is good.

Steady income.
Life is good.

My lover loves me. He is my closest friend.
Life is good.

Meditation in the kitchen.
Life is good.

Meditation with guitar.
Life is good.

Beautiful and healthy body.
Life is good.

from a bird's eye view I can see you are just like me ( Read more... )

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In an effort to get people to look into each others eyes more, the government has decided to allot each person with exactly one hundred and sixty-seven words per day. When the phone rings, I put it to my ear without saying hello. In the restaurant, I point at chicken noodle soup. I am adjusting well to the new way. Late at night, I call my long ( Read more... )

If you had your own reality show, what would it be called? What would it be about?

I'm ashamed to say that I have thought of this... I always imagined something very much like The Truman Show (well, kind of... minus the world-sized set and actors); just cameras throughout the house documenting daily life and habits. Not that my life is ( Read more... )